I hate horror movies , fuck you horror/gory movies!

PS : I am sorry today I don't tell story about my sims 4 because I haven't play it for days. but I have plenty things to say about "The Sims". I can't promise when I will start to write about it. hope it going soon.

I might need to calm myself because this week everything happened! TOO MANY THINGS HAPPEN THIS WEEK. 

but the one I thing make me surprise is ... my old housemate marry a famous person, I know him and his desire for being fame. I BELIEVE 101% HE WANTS TO BE FAMOUS ONLY. because I shared a house with this guy back when I was in uni. HE'S OBSESSED TO ME FAMOUS IN INDONESIA. Also he uses his student visa for work illegaly here. I know everything but.. I am sorry, cannot tell all things happened in past. I am going to telling you only some parts and I am not gonna tell the name,his nationality and some other, to avoiding my future from demand could happen to me if in future he or the wife get offended by the truth happened back in years ago when we share the house together (WE WERE NOT SLEEP IN SAME ROOM)

anyway, I hope he has long last marriage, not faking the love, because he told me plenty things that impossible to tell for someone that has no romantic interest,was confuse but maybe he just found I am a good listener. were we have romance? NO. but he's one of guys who think I am cool and friendly. let's say we were love-hate mate. no romance happened with me but of course by the way he annoyed me and try to looking for attentions made me thought I need to prank him. so.. I did. 

once he back from uni (that time I already home first), because I know he used the student visa for working in Indonesia and try to fake the identity for free payment (he use his friend's insurance and caught faking it). I told him , let's  call his name "Finn" as a initial. he's richer than me and has plenty famous people around him, I don't want ended up in jail of cause telling the truth. I understand for him "Money Talk"

Finn and I were like Tom and Jerry, so I was in living room doing my art homework then I heard door opened, and he walked inside.

"Finn, like hour ago like 2 or 3 men came to the house, I didn't let them come to the house, they said you and Cole (fake name) used student visas but illegaly work in Indonesia" he surprised and very very scared. insecurities came and saw him like very very afraid and back to his room and I heard phone conversation by phone, I knew he and Cole used their student visa to work illegaly, because they kinda try hard to get famous and lot of money by illegaly work. also for Indonesian, they look handsome and of course it's easy to get job as model or art stuffs lah. I don't really understand Finn's jobs other than became a student of a uni.

anyway, Finn told me too he went to a tv show which letting him getting Indonesian girl to date, he told me stories while I was doing my homework in living room. if you an art student, you will be a good listener while doing your art. it enjoyed me to hear sounds and any voices while I am doing my art or writing. Finn has been illegaly work here and told me if he also has plenty celebrities number.

in living room, he lays on the sofa but I sat on the floor and use the living room's table and I like to do any art homework there without feeling hollow.

"Agnezmo asking me brand X (this is an expensive and very rare bottle of mineral water which not easy to find in my town, 60/bottle)"

"how can you have contact of Agnezmo?"

"I am the (I don't know it still call promotor or whatever), and her riders is this X water" 

"go to PVJ, I think it's available there, I never see any brand X in B market" I replied while I shading my art. he's the person which I can say. if he feel comfortable, he will tell everything out of his realization.

and he's very hard to work to be a famous person in Indonesia. and I really hope, he has long last one. not a gimmick and not hurting any heart of Indonesian girl(s). 

many people told me that Finn had feeling to me and it was the cousin's of the house owner. she told me, whenever he saw me with homeworks, because I spent like 5-7 hours to do drawing and after that I still in living room for writing the non-arts homework

"Bright, I know he likes you, caught him many times acted watching TV but he looking at you, sometimes when you use earphone, he seems like he wants to talk to you" I say that bullshit. but it kept going and confused me, on his bday, he brought a cake of his bday and gave me like a lot but I just eat a slice, I don't really like cake of birtday, he share a VN (Voice Note he rexorded) about him moaning with a girl and whispering, but the sound like has background of Tom and Jerry epic music, other than reacted to him and a girl moaning during sex, I laugh because the Tom and Jerry opening or maybe closing music. I laughed hard but I stop and say

"why the volume of TV so loud?"

"I don't want neighbor hearing it.." then in minute I keep doing homework, TO BE HONEST, BACK WHEN I WAS IN UNI. MY HOMEWORKS ARE LIKE BLOODY LOT! sometime, I wished I can out of uni soon that time.

and the last thing make me feel uncomfortable of his behaviour because the more I listen to all his story the more I feel this guy want to have sex with me, he has weird behaviour of randomly giving something to my hand, like he gave me seeds for eat by taking my left hand and put it onto my hand,he almost doing that when I quite doing my homeworks. but once he gave me a condom and I saw like

"FUCK YOU FINN!" I yelled because my landlord's cousin saw he gave me something but didn't know what is that.

I hold it in my hand. and landlord came because the yell I told him

"what happened?" she asked "he annoyed me, I am doing my art" I said, but the landlord's cousin asking me

"what he gave you?" Finn still stood there and my eyes looking at him with super cynical sight, he smiled like happy to prank me.

"a bubblegum" 

let's stop talking about Finn, he's married now but I know lot of his secrets. LOL.

in my life, if I ever watch a spoilers, I am feeling better because I hate jumpscares, I hate an explicit scene of mutilations or killing, and I am always be afraid to watch some gore videos online. I know nowday world is not okay. during the war of Palestine - Israel, I really hope people stop sharing the videos of death kids with gore situation. I mean, I know Instagram will automaticaly tell if it's disturbing pics or videos. BUT HEY... I BELIEVE THAT I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO THINK "Rules is an order", so I clicked the gory video that time about how the kid(s) have their bodies and organs showed. I couldn't cry but my heart so hurt. why should we have war in this planet? 

sometimes, I am having many hatred anyway. but I never want to war anyone, because I am the typical of don't annoy me or I will stab you with my words, the best attack ever without punch people. back to the video I told you I clicked.

I am very afraid of horror and gory movies but of course I've seen some horror/gory movies for reasons and I want to tell you the review of them, as someone that hate horror/gory movies. I will rate NOW!!!

Rumah  Dara / Macabre

(100/10)

spent my day with my girlfriends at Joice's house. there was me, Sandra,Ruth and the owner of the house and DVD. that time, that time I was in junior highschool. one of them told Joice to watch Rumah Dara, firstly.. the nama is Rumah Dara, it is different Darah means blood but Dara could be a mention of someone's name, could mean Virgin. I feel doubt to be honest.. why should I watch the "Virgin House" ? . asked to see the poster and see the woman name Shafeera Daanish whch I know for some role she played, she always be a protagonist person,cheerful and happy. but why the cover look like this? I asked Joice, when this movie release, she replied 2009. hmmm that time I might still in 5 grade and I feel doubt why they gave it like this? 

the movie started, it was already gory and scary, because the beginning in the video is a woman taught the 3 of her kids how to kill, very psychopath mother!
it was a man who his head covered. in this story, it said the mother has like black magic who needs to kill people by trap them first, then executions by 3 of their kids, I forgot what the mother need from their organs. but also they sell the body organs illegaly, such a scary thing to know. this movie is super crazy, the gore they showed and how in 2009 they can create the illution so real. this movie is super scary for me. I give up to watch this again, but I would be okay if I watch the spoiler in Youtube and not going to watch the real movie with explicit way. 

I don't want to be a spoiler. so watch it online, maybe there's some sites you can visit to watch this fully. 

PS : lot of weapons and terrifying stuffs, like the saw machine and big machete. Anyway, I am very afraid of machine saw, so if I see the tree cut by the saw machine, I will begin to tremble. 

The Machine Girl

(9/10)

I watched this in 2008 maybe? when it still the fresh movie, which has weird name. so.. I forgot if it was me or my bro who took this DVD from my uncle's DVDs store. and we (bro,also my dan and cousin) watched it and I think in forgot many actions I saw here. but let me share what I seen.. 

very gory! I can't tell you the scene list by the durations. anyway, lil bit spoiler about it.. it's the revenge of a girl because the brother killed by the gangster's son and full of blood and very real effects of gore.

*this girl has her hand cut by katana (if you don't know it is the samurai's sword) with one swing and all blood splashing like, how can this girl survive? the blood sooooo lot! and also it is not stop there.. the fingers eaten by the parents of the kid who killed her brother, i was sushi fingers, ewww...

*after surviving,the weird weapon machine attached to her left (?) hand. this machine like a very fast and I was confuse this machine can shooting with like 100 bullets in second. what a crazy fantasy created by Japanese. I believe many of Japanese has interest in gory. fuck. my low adrenaline made me easy fear of anything like this.

*the mother's wore bra machine and it has sharps and rolling like a blender. I am very afraid of that scene, cause the girl's boobs chopped? sliced? eww.... it was the mother's attempt of destroy the machine girl's boobs, have you ever seen destroyed boobs? no? go watch this movie.

*I don't know who this man is.. but in a scene he had his face stab by nails, the nails were so big and he hasn't die yet. I am confuse yet i am afraid.

*I don't know who's this lady but I believe she's having psycho mind, so the girl came to a house with husband and wife. the wife fry hand of the girl, I heard the scream of the girl while the hand fried on hot oil. this part also make another revenge, later on where the lady open the boiled broth, and see the head of her husband then while she bent her head into the pot of head's broth, the girl stab the wife with full of anger. THAT IS DISGUSTING!!!! 

maybe there's still lot of actions and shows big injuries treatment of this sadistic movie I don't remember. happy watching and don't blame me about what you see later..

Qodrat

(9.8/10)

during Ruth graduation located in Festival Citylink or well known as Hotel Harris Ballroom.. anyway my graduation were online, so I never had any chance to feel the real graduation. so sad!

Ruth and Parents went to the ballroom and me,Sandra and Joice went to the upper floor, which same floor with the Ballroom,foodcourt and a cinema. Sandra paid us to watch, and there was a fresh movie called Qodrat, for me Qodrat means what the nature give or kismet. but i was wrong to spell it in whole life Qodrat is a name, but Kismet is Kodrat. 

this movie 21+ I think because it very very scary and can cause trauma. btw, believe it or not.. 

2 days before I watch this movie, I had a dream about demon from a mountain that looks like black wolf or dog, yep.. nightmare. I woke up with fully confusion and felt unhappy in that day. but it was like deja vu when I see scene about the Demon which haunting Qodrat and try to killed him in plenty ways has figure as the wolf/dog in my dream. I was thinking about exorcism.

this movie filled with Muslim's background, and I heard the Quran Verse in beggining. 

Qodrat give me vibes about how demons trying hard to destroy the belief of God, and Demons will give you what you want if, you giving something as payment. and I little bit learn about Muslim background and stuffs. scenes I remember that scare me to death! FULL OF JUMPSCARE.

the demon made hallucinate of the daughter of a lady which is played by Vino G Bastian's wife, and Qodrat is played by Vino G Bastian, he's the ustadz who haunted by the demon that haunting him and the Muslim Village get worse after some tragedies and all the field get worse and many of people die for several ways. I can't tell more about the religion,because I grew in Christianity.

scenes shocked me..

*Qodrat hung by the trance warden, the demon tried to kill Qodrat after years ago demon killed the kid while Qodrat try to exorcism the kid with Quran Verse. seems like demon have a high of revenge to Qodrat. 

*in the household, there's a single mother who raised 2 of her kids, the teenage kid and the let's say her bro 10 year old kid with wheelchair after accident happened, which is killed the husband and father of 2. once the demon tried to make the teenage daughter to hurt herself with such a hallucination of her father back home to celebrate the birthday, the more she hallucinate to slice the cake,the more she felt hurt and in general she slice her own hand,

*the only daughter of a houshold stocks by parents after she acted weird, her feet locked in wood. neighbors are there to read verse of Quran but they get shocked after the girl slam her had to the wood in her feet. she slams it while laughing and full of blood. and ended up with she passed away.

Tusk

(6/10)

EMMM... let's skip it, I hate this movie so bad. after the ending his GF not even give any action of helping, she left him. I hate that girl. give it rate 8 because instead of having adrenaline for watching it, i felt sad. and started to think how cruel the world is.

The Forbidden door / Pintu Terlarang

(100000000/10)

I HATE HORROR MOVIES BUT... I spent my time to mesmerize Fackhry Albar.

Don't you think he's handsome?? HE IS! I mean those eyes!!!! I enjoyed when I see him with such eyecontacts to the screen. I know he's married already,but can't I be a fan? 

okay, let's say Gambir is the name of the guy who married to wife named Talida, and she done an abortion and force Gambir to put it to the statue he made. later on, he made a show of his statues, with the theme of pregnant ladies and ofc, he has all the statues sold. 

ah you better watch it! THIS IS AMAZING MOVIE. If I spoiler it, you won't feel how amazing this movie.

the scene that sadistic is in the celebration of x-mas and the supper in big table and full of foods! you will see slowly how sadistic this scene.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! watch it!!!! I won't give spoiler or even like scenes. coz you better watch it other me giving you spoiler.

Human Centipede

(∞/10)

I curse my ex-boyfriend to told me this movie!!! during writing it, my eyes are watery and I try to not puke. because I never watch full of it but I just brave enough to listen to the spoiler. I think it is has 3 sequels. and I never want to watch fully.

I try to attempted to watch it like many times but when I start, I always cancel to watch.

GOSH.. I REALLY HATE IT!!! this is from spoiler I watch in youtube. I never watch it fully because it's disgusting. this is story of a psycho doctor which obsessed with siam (conjoined twin) but he wants to realize his obsession of making human centipede. 

he did it and ARGHHH,,, why they make 3 sequels of crazy psycho and super disgusting. and also in sequel 3. it has like more than 100 people connected from mouth to anus. FUCK!  

okay then that's all. are you happy? other than the adrenaline raised now I don't want to eat anything and I will Fasting till I am forget about human centipede. 

DON'T MENTION IT TO ME AGAIN! if you do, I will do voodoo to you, haha lol. I joke! BUT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO WATCH HUMAN CENTIPEDE. 

addiction to edit my pictures make people think I hate being ugly (multiply scolded from online people)

have you ever had in my position? 

scolded because they say I catfishing people, for such huge edit of my pictures I posted online? I never want to catfish the people. I just increasing my way to look beautiful in pics, as you guys can see..

I am just a girl who wanted to look beautiful even it's virtually pictures and most of them are photoshopped. as what I learn at uni, I am having strongly interest for editing pictures myself. I love to look pretty, but human can't be satisfy so.. the way to look prettier in pic is... EDIT THEM.

in 2015 or 2016 maybe, when I was in highschool. I hate a pic of me captured together with friends when we went together to celebrate something, I am forgot what we celebrate tbh..

I felt unsatisfied of how I look in candid. unsatisfied doesn't mean I feel myself ugly, I just need something to pampering my way too look perfect. If I ever hate myself I will obviously to listen to people of I need to treat my Vitiligo, like laser it of whiten it with some whitening injections. I was asked to enwhiten my skin by my mom and she always say will pay if I am okay with that, but I always refuse because I found it's unique, but people mostly say it a curse or something that make me look bad.

before you judge about I hate being ugly, have you ever heard or even ask yourself  "I want to be ugly" thats called ungreatful. when you already good but you want to look worse. but if the opposite, means like you want yourself better . means you're so happy with yourself and anything you do to make it look better.

good way to make yourself happy is where you don't hear and care about ugly comments upon you, for me I love bullying people without mentioning their name but because I only hate their behaviours but even I try to not hate the person, upon their face I saw all their flaws and what they did to me.

 so I have chance to release hatred hormones (?) I believe people do have. I'm only human guys, I am not perfect, but at least I know the TOP IS LONELY. anyway, I know I have many people that hate me but I act to not knowing it but hey... I know my haters. 

out of topic, I know if I happy, haters going to feel want to squirming and become hotheaded, I love making people try to hold their hatred, it is fun anyway. hehehee.. that's why do not hate me for any reason(s).

back to my photoshopped pics and get scolded because people pointing me as a catfish. well, I believe these people are people who seen my Instagram (now it's private to avoiding more haters making fun of my pics,because in my Instagram, I look so much much different and claps for the talent!

alright!!! I want to share my photoshopped pics, but I need to tell you anyway, I am going to have gyaru styled, more like Shiro Gyaru . it's not first attempt to look gyaru for me. and I been done makeup from the Indonesian to International. since I've been starting to show my makeup talent since early of puberity. also my mom supported me that time, she took me to a market and allow me buy like some makeup but, my mom doesn't understand if her friend (the lady who sell the makeup in market) is selling fake makeup. to avoid myself having skin problems,I only choose the multiple color of eyeshadows. 

back to the photo editing, time flies, my addiction were only with makeup, starting to saving up and went to mall myself. and collecting lot of makeup to practice almost everyday I back from school and took pictures of it.

 

I know my wig is not the best one because I bought it secondhand from a store in Pasar Baru Bandung,

back when I was in university I bought lot of wigs maybe twice a month in secondhand wig seller, after that I will wash it with cloth softener. but those wig away already because I forgot where I put the wigs. Thank God, I am still having light brown color wigs and I tried to cover the un-tidy side with scruches.

if I am not wrong, maybe less than 5 people confidently told me my face is okay and no need to edit it, maybe some of words made me feel, alright no edit. but after I see most of my Instagram pictures of who I follow. THEY SET THE COLORS, SHADE AND POSES. 

what the hell? they asked me to stop editing my face pic but they also edit the pics. I calm myself and still trying to be ok with that.

stupid me, I followed what the say. later on I change my mind and make my mindset full of what I want to create endorphine and not listening to the people who hate the way I edit my pics. same as all people, I just want to look great and if my photoshopped pics make you like me and found out I am far different in general.. 

I AM NOT SORRY. 

I do what I want that won't make anyone in danger, what will happen if I too much photoshopping my pics? none. but sometimes I worry If I ever lost and all picture the polices show to publics are photoshopped pictures. I mean in this situation, there's pro and contra. 

but I am also known with vitiligo I never try to photoshop. I love my vitiligo. of course people will easy recognize me if I lost or kidnapped. but who wants to kidnap someone cute and funny as me? of course he or she have obsession with me or maybe just someone that hate me or my family.

most of Gyaru pose I see! It shows cuteness and mostly like a school-girl thing uniform. but I don't have uniform for gyaru. so I wear my semi look like uniform to look like a school girl!

now I am having my mind in my first night of wedding night, I shall using the uniform and playing roleplay with hubby.. hehe..

8/10

I know that my columella is flat but I promise. I don't have a flat nose because my flat columella, it seems like I have flat nose. anyway. it just flat columella. maybe one day I will show you side of my face. one day I will do nose surgery to make me look better. if you call me ungreatful, fuck you. 

I am greatful! THAT'S WHY I am gonna make my better self.

Cringe smile because sometimes, I can't have great smile all the time. and my weakness is where I should take pictures together with people. let's say, I will have cringe way of smile. 

if we meet in general, please delete if I look not better or having cringe smile, why? because I'm not used to smile to strangers.

so what you think about my confession? the edit brings me to trouble which not all people understand why I am using photoshop to make myself look better.

I am Greatful to have this face, like for an example..

if you have a new house, will you just let it unfurnished,full of spiders,or even look like a haunted house? of course no! right? (except you have economic problems)

you will renovate it and make it better as before. same as me, I am greatful even I am mostly editing my face.

next I will showing you my sim's family which I create, it is sims 4 and I've been following sims since it's in PS2 and was the castaway, later on, when I have my laptop . I started to play sims 3 during my highschool , it was so fun when I create the household with a mermaid as a member.

because my sims 3 was complete DLC (my friend lend me the sims 3 and all dlc(s) he had, and he installed it for me, anyway he has lot of collections of the sims 3).

so, stay tune!

I will make an entry or more about the sims. I will show you everything on my mind :)

I'm a hater.

I just want to write a succint entry. because I think it's fun to talk about it to internet and if I got someone who has same mindset,  so we go Bestfriend, LOL!    

 am I the only one that will have stigma if I see a guy (neighbor,and he married but still living with parents in law) that always in the garage, sit on the floor while he focusing his mind for gaming. I mean get a fucking job!

I can say I am having the different industry as many people do, I am feeling annoyed everytime I am out from my house like example, I went out for buying something at supermarket and I see this guy focus only for the game. does he work? I mean if he's a worker. he won't have leisure time like everyday!

I am owning a nail studio and bag selling industries but this guy seem like no job, focus only to his phone like 24/7. and I am not planning to stalk him but everyday, EVERYTIME, ALL THE TIME.

I SAW HIM WITH THE PHONE HE ROTATE AND I believe he's playing game like maybe COC?

I am not this angry but, as a father of a child (I never see the child because I have no curiousity to know the kid's face) BUT THE AS THE FATHER, OTHER THAN PLAY A GAME IN HIS GARAGE (I can see him when I hang clothes in the balcony and also that house has no fence, I can see clearly this man only gaming till night) PLEASE HELP YOUR KID TO CALM. I feel baby blues, even I haven't 

maybe week ago,
I heard some yells and it was so... GOSH!!! at noon your kid crying like in hours, sometimes I feel intterupted while I am doing my job or maybe feeling really want to watch some movies on internet or watching apps like Netflix.

this guy is a father of a kid who cries like hours but instead of calm his kid, he let his parents in law calming the kid and he kept play the game on his phone. okay, enouh.. I am going to arrange my mini warehouse of the bags. 

How you wipe that ass with that long nails?

hey peeps, Missing me? I've been away for long time and I am back to blog!!!! since I got 3 fuckin' businesses to maintain in marketing stuffs. it took so lot time,  by learning how marketing goes, because I didn't focus myself on selling at my uni. I thought marketing is only "how cute the brand I sell" it is about everything!!!!!

I didn't know location is affecting the price of stuffs I sell. finding it's hard to selling the stuffs where I am having my tiny warehouse in my house which located in a housing area. man, I am also not a good neighbor after some of neigbors always see me with no smile and resting bitching face I own.

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days ago or so, I made an Instagram Question(s) bar and someone asked me how do I wipe ass if I have a sharp and long nails.

one problem happen to me atm, why? coz I found it's hard to type with this long nails I extend myself. I love my medium almond nails.

been caught many times by friends who told me

"how can you change your nails like everyday?"

I mean I have nail drill and can remove the surface of the uv gel then change its color(s) . also I've been told about my nail obsession. yes, I do have nails obsession where I have plenty things I did without any plans.

like, I will feel insecure if I see nails with some ugly diseases, like.. the vulnerable toe nails my auntie has. I always try to make it better like I am not going to cut it with clipper, but always with nipper. found out nipper is better for broken and ugly nails.

so, because of my nails are my obsession. plenty questions I have got from people. anyway, it needs more effort and some applause because I make this entry at almost 3 AM. my brain works harder while my ears listening the podcast.

because I love my readers so let me answering most of questions are increasing my insecurities, because sometime they asking me questions which making me feel.. 

okay... okay.. I will answer!!! don't dodge the gun upon my face please, I've been doing anything to make it beauty, but I don't want die in ugly face. LOL.

going to start with what most of Questions people ask about nails in my POV or could say "personal cases" between me and nails.

Do you let your boyfriend pick your nail design?

first of all, I am single but I always hope I have  a boyfriend who accept me to do anything I want. like I am okay if he goes out with friends to do guys things like go to warnet (net cafe) take the night shift for playing games, I also let him to spending time more than hours being with his friends even it's girl because I giving him trust who once it break, no apologizing. for special occasion I might going to asking him secretly what kinda nails he likes and he thinks cool. 

boyfriend always be a boyfriend, you know what I mean? sometimes, a boyfriend know what his girl wants, but pretend to not understand or maybe he just careless. boyfriend going to make random things and choices. like "I like mie goreng" like.. WHAT THE... wait a minute, a noodle theme nails? 

so.. I won't let my boyfriend pic my nail design. sorry future boyfriend. 

anyway, I would love to date Harry Styles, he own nail polishes called "pleasing" CMMIW.

How many times in a week you changing your nail styles?

atm, I will say whenever I feel I have my lot of time I will change the colors and design. I have pretty lot moods anyway, but I never leave my nailart, which I can use the peel off base so I will peel if I feel the color not match my mood, or maybe sometimes if I ever feel the long nails isn't a good idea for something like, sometimes everything got delayed coz my nails too long. might going to cut it as comfy I feel. like atm, my nails too long for me and it's hard to type so fast, hey.. Readers, I SACRIFICED IT FOR YOU, GIVE ME GOOD VIBES. even I am not nice enough.

peel off base really helps me to create anything I wan't on my nails or extension. Found it satisfy to peel the polish while I listen to podcasts. but my extension stay from 4-12 weeks, depends how me/costumers do (care) with the nails. 

here's some pictures of me and the nails I made on my nails 

Have you ever had your clients came with complainin or maybe some other negative cases?

OFC, mostly the came and say their nails turned yellow after eating something with Turmenic in it. so, since that time I always told my costumers after they eat something with Turmenic, wipe your nails wih acetone. 

yet, got so many clients say UV-lamp is painful and burning sensation.  it is normal happen. but clients are king so, I am getting more knowledge about then UV-lamp. and I will get them in 99 seconds timer. it'll make burning sensation reduced.  but the more I read the more I am curious,UV cause some of clients also me, having my hands' skin dark.

now, my studio only use the infrared lamp and the UV only for press on nails and metal sterilize for nailart because compare to UV-lamps the infrared cost more for electricity usage. and clients must say goodbye to UV-lamps.

As a nailist, do you find it's a great job?

yes, Indeed. it's challange me to learn more and more become someone fun, like do you believe the nail styles they have been asked. I can see what their jobs and stories behind them. I am not the typical of gossiper and telling what are their stories. I am keeping their secret. I am not leak any story of them but trust me, every clients' secret(s) won't be leaked. even tho I'm trying as honest as I can be. secret always be a secret!

I started do my own nails since I was so young anyway, so my life has been more than a decade using nail polishes. yes, teachers were so angry and asked me to remove but I always keep it on. and most of amazing color I have. but that time purple was my collection colors, from the pastel to the brinjal color.

umm,,, 

let's answering Questions about the Clients,Prices and many more because the section of my part has done, but if you wanting to know more send me DM on my Instagram @Brightjeremiah98. 

Two of Questions under are lil bit nasty and dirty, make sure you are ready to read more :)

How to wipe your ass with those long nails extensions?

Depends how you do it, I mean in Indonesia we have unique way to wipe the asshole. wash it with your left hand, Indonesians believe left hand is bad hand where we think being lefty is weird, when I was a kid I was kinda scolded by my elementary teacher for using left hand for taking stuffs. and I believe my right brain work better than the left, because I used left hand mostly when I was a kid. sure, the fact is I am born as a creative kid, not the smart kid. I mean, I know some school knowledge but not master in it, like how I avoid mathematics, because I always bad at it.

back to how to wipe the anus during long nail extensions, make sure you are not stick your anus because some girls love long stiletto nails which it's sharp, anyway the longest stiletto nails my studio on is 4.3 cm long and super sharp. so, if you are not wiping your anus like Indonesians do... 

role the tissue and wrap in your hand,then slightly wipe it, DO NOT STICK YOUR ANUS. just wipe it between the butts.

How you pricing your nails?

I always giving presents to all the brides, I don't take any price for the brides, I let them to choose but still pay cost for transportations.

but if they're not the bride, I give them cost from 50k-more depends of how many addings they want, like now (Nov 2023) I started from 50k in 1 color, but here's the addings list clients can choose from the cheap to the premium.

what kinda style that mostly clients want?

um... I know I love to put the cateyes on my own nails like most of the time I am changing the nail style, and my studio has like more than 10 colors of cateyes. people like to see how shine the cateyes on my nails, during communications with client(s) , let's say 40% were influenced by my cateyes nails. but many of the clients asking like non-cateyes. many of clients wanted like more into artsy and more like Y2K. 

how would it be if a girl with long nails extend to masturbate?

first of all, I never searcg "long extended nails girl does masturbating" like.. I am not a lesbian, I have same gender and I have the thing now we called "camel toes" hehehe.

so, WHAT FOR I SHOULD KNOWING WHAT MY CLIENTS DO WITH THEIR EXTENDED NAILS? 

yet, It is privacy for them, but THE HELL! NOW I AM THINKING WHAT WOULD HAPPENED IF CARDI B masturbate herself while she has very long,sharp and amazing nails? I mean, like would it become stick thru her uterus? and it's so sharp, she could stab you to die.

this is Cardi's nails. she's a gorgeous and very open, if she read it I hope she will answer this Question

Have you ever hate your client(s)?

nope, I have no problem with clients because I am holding "Clients are Kings" but I do have problem with a volunteer for being the model, like I should pay them to get their nails done, or they wanted the free one. like, who are they? I am okay to give my auntie free nail treatments because I was adopted by her when I was 3, because my family were far from enough (our economic very low) , and of course I undertstand my auntie, she also loud like me.

here it's me with selfies that been edited before I Post. Incase you miss me :)

as I said, I love Almond shape of nails and it's like my trademark.. it shows like my elegant way of nails and make my fingers look longer. please don't judge my fingers those cute the way it is.

one day I promise I will blog how it feels to use "not my shape" nails. which I will
wearing the longest nails I have, the Medium Stiletto. hmmm.. 4 cm , maybe I could stab my
haters and be criminal..

oh, I almost forget . this is my nails atm.I wanted to have simple elegant design,

Right

Left

Both of my hands

what you think about my nails now? my nails kinda too long and making me hard to type fast. need at least an hour to drill it and remake the nails. I didn't use Peel Off base at the moment.

if I get another Questions that interesting Questions. I will answer by some updates :)

Good day :)