answering questions from people (include 18+ questions and weird relationship advices)

(MY BLOG ISN'T DEDICATED FOR KIDS, IF YOU UNDER 18, PLEASE AWAY)

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I just listening to Sam Smith's song and just realized the body shop he meant is strip club,then I was thinking about why don't I make one unholy blog? hahaha lol. no lah, but in this blog, include 18+ Questions. so, keep your eyes watching.

it might sounds like Q&A. but I make it fun and full of stories I tell you so you will enjoy what I write. okay before you call me stupid for the blog title, you must know.. some of friends been told me I'm crazy because I open question bar on IG so I allowed people for asking me 18+ questions or giving me weird relationship advices. yes, I'm a crazy one. because I am not afraid to declarate of freedom of speech.

who influence you to make a blog?

many, I've read some bloggers blogs and they're pure amazing with how they write down their blog. firstly, I like Xiaxue,a Singaporean Blogger  and I've been followed her on Insta since 2015, she's a queen and I thank her because she taught me of freedom of speech. yes, we both kinda same, we love pink (she loves a lot),but I love other colors like Purple and Grey. one day. if I had a chance I would like to meet her. she influence me a lot of things. she taught me to photoshop too! I watched her on Guide to life and yes, after that at Uni, I learned more and more to photoshop. she has great skill on it! I want to blog like Xiaxue, but nope about consistantly having pink hair because now I'm locked to have black hair and all my family kinda hate me to have blond hair (last hair color I have was blond then my aunt decided to dye it as she wished I would have nice job). she's a professional,honest,awesome and cool blogger I know. if she reads my blog one day, I feel soooooooo happy. hope she okay with my crap English ability. 

Stella Lee, now she lives in Japan and I love her Gyaru style that famous on Internet. last update of her blog is in 2020 and I still read her past blog, she dyed her hair blond or not far from that like greyish blond or light blond and yes I always obsessed with people with colorful hair. she showed me how Japan culture (Anyway, I don't speak Japanese, umm.. maybe several words). and the photograph she shows on her blog very very cool! she's a beauty blogger with cool makeup of Japanese style. first time I saw her was on random searching about gyaru. but it doesn't appear on internet anymore? did she delete it or something? just checked her insta, she has brown hair now.

Lizzie Bee, she's a Gyaru Blogger from UK. her blog looks amazing with pink blog she owned, pink really match for gyaru and human barbie, as you guys know, I want to be human barbie a lot. so thats why i try hard to makeup or photoshop to make my face look dollish. Lizzie is one of my friend in Facebook, today I can't open her blog I dunno why. anyway, I met her on Facebook group. her pictures giving me such inspirations like making kawaii look. because she dressed cute like Hime Gyaru? yes,kind of. she wrote her own blog with her daily life review.

and many more I can't explain more.

why did you leave Youtube? you had adsense from it.

I been thru some issues I can't tell, and my dad passed away like months ago after 49 days of coma, before that, I need to took care of him and I lack my Youtube. now, I lost my adsense and maybe next time I will vlog again about nails, since my part time job is a nailartist. Pray the best for me okie guys :)

do you want to be famous?

yes, absolutely. I want to influence people a lot with my medias I owned, like Youtube,Blog,Tiktok or anything else. I don't want to do acting things or singing, because those aren't my talent. I would laugh if I see myself act or sing. I mean, duh.. this isn't my talent. 

are you gonna be a full time blogger?

I hope so if I had income from it, I would like to be a full blogger. but I'm gonna do other things in spare of my time, like nailart,bracelets,and anything make me as productive as I can be. 

what's your hidden talents?

I believe that I easily to influence people with what I did, why? since I was young, my neighbours even tried to copy my hair. yes I cut my hair super short and many of neighbours followed what I did, then years later I dyed my hair and bleached it every 3 weeks or so. they did the same, most of style they follow is my hair and I love being followed (Not stalked). sorry Lilo, your song of sick being followed isn't work for me. I like being followed and share influence to people.

also I have another talent, called savageness. don't dare me to do anything unexpectable. my mouth sharp enough to destroy your heart. it's pure talent as a Gemini.

who is Indonesian famous actor you have crush with? 

Dimas Beck, he's a cutie.

what is your real personality? I don't think you're a bad person, but why many of my your friends don't like you.

I know this is happening in my uni, yes. uni friends not really close to me, plus I get away and find things to avoid them to be closer. when I used to be in Uni, I wasn't happy. I didn't find my circle and I just feel my besties (from school) are awesome. many reasons I heard from the issues spreads, first.. I am stubborn, I hate many things and too open. since I told entire people I being compeletely honest of what I choose, they became stranger. I said it's ugly when it's ugly, i said it's cool when it's cool. no excuse for me for being "hypocrite" or make some hyperbola shits.

but I purely honest need to tell you, I am gonna stand up for marginal people, like beggars, LGBTQ, lack of education people, people with mental illnesses and many things. people are making stigma and I am very sad of that, other I fully act like a "nice girl" I'd rather to be myself and mind my own business. 

I believe everyone has good and bad sides. so, it's your own choice to hate or to love me. 

18+ Questions and weird Relationship advices

I more selective to the questions that people ask, because many of vulgarities and very dirty that I couldn't speak even I said I love freedom of speech. I still need to be wise and selective so people won't think I'm a whore.

How many relationship you've ever had?

3. some of people think I dated over than 5, but the truth in my life I dated 3 people (I'm not sure in future). yes, I'm talkative and I love to talk to people, no matter what gender they're. Dear Future Boyfriend, I hope one day YOU ARE NOT A BRAT who easily jealous. because I know who I belong to, I don't want to be controlled for having friends and I don't mind if you have girls as friends, JUST DON'T FUCKIN CHEATING ON ME. coz I hate cheaters.

would you like to date a girl? 

no, I'm straight.

how often you watching porn?

since last year, I don't watch I think. because I been busy with lot of things and I spent my time for working a lot,socialization and yes, I received many vulgar pics from an app for making friends and this is a digusting thing, why would I see a random people personal thing? but yea, back when I was young, I watch it a lot and was an addict. 

Have you ever date somebody who has a wife?

NO FREAKIN' WAY. I'm not a sugarbaby or cheater.

do girls have wet dream?

according to me, Yes. but we are not as often as guys do. as I remember I only had it like twice in whole of life. and what I was dreamed about was doing naughty things with some American soldier. HEHEHEHHEHEHEHE. what a dream.

do you have fetish? tell me!

I am not sure, but I experienced something bad when I was in 10 grade, a guy I knew online all of sudden asked me to send him a pic of my feet. and I sent, didn't know what he does but in the end he admitted he has fetish of people's feet and WTF. he enjoyed my feet? this is disgusting. and I will never sending anything weird to guys.

tell me what dirty guys chat you online? 

this question I got from an overseas friend after we talked about several things who towards to rude people. I received many many nasty things on internet, why don't I avoid? I do block damn dirty people. but I read what they wrote, most of them asking for seggs, asking for nudes, and some dirty words like "how much I should pay you for a night?" if you have a son, teach them how to not harrash a girl. it destroy my mental.

would you ever wear a bikinis?

I know it would be a controversy, I would like to if there's me in Bali beach. and of course I won't show it to people I know in general, strangers there don't care, won't  post on Instagram or facebook. because it is very taboo. plus my body figure not that nice as other girls do.

have you ever kissed a boy?

yes of course, it's common happen in a relationship.

BDSM?

no. I'm not into that. even I don't wanna watch BDSM porn, because it is scary.

Become a Prostitute or Pornstar?

none of them but if I must choose one, I would like to be a pornstar it's legal in some industries, they're professionally taught but for prostitute? they might have pimp and work underpressure or maybe they're victim of human traffic. who knows? But still, I am not gonna be both of them. I work my ass out as a Nailartist.

is there any questions you want me to answer? it's okay I'll be open and honest :)

Hair colorants and me

 my relation with this stuff is very close enough. why? I've been spending years to keep my hair look fabulous and yes, I firstly dyed my hair when I was 12 and my mom noticed it. she said 

"did you dye your hair?"

I said yea, and teacher at school were tricked by me because I put oil on my hair so it covers the hair and it worked. they tricked. THANK YOU COCONUT OIL. but after that, I dyed it back to be black for months.

at age 13,
I dyed it again to be brown. here's 2011 pic of me. and unedited. taken by my old blackberry gemini phone, if I could remember. look at the hair, it's brown.

since that time I am very addict to dyed my hair, from the light brown, redish,purple,blue. but let me show you my hair transformations during my craziness of dying my hair. anyway, now I have my hair black because Auntie dyed my hair to be black. I hate being controlled but I must dyed it black because I shall go to find a general job. 

BROWN

BLONDE

This one super blonde and short hair I had, I curled it a lot and thinking about I'm a barbie. well hey, I just realized this pic is an old pic and look at my jaw, looks like pick guitar. but I loved it. whatever you will assume about how crazy what I edited.

long blonde hair, it's extended. was a 60cm lenght and reach my butt. was so obsessed to look like human barbie so I decided to extend my hair like 2 years ago. yes, this is important. I love to see some famous human barbies like Valeria Lukyanova, Dakota Rose, and for inspiration of why I love to colorize my hair is Janine Intansari. she has amazing hair colors and it's like a rainbow. also she damn gorgeous. 

rainbow colors

this Katarina cosplay look interesting and catch people attention, why? I put this as a profile pic in a international friendships app, and many guys chat me and appreciate the look, even girls says I look amazing with the hair and how I cosplay it.

shocking blue looks nice with red lipstick, a little bit story, this color gonna ran out and become green after some washes. then you need to have your hair some retouch. yes I had green hair back when I was in uni, plus everyone called me rainbow haired. because I look so much different with variatifely hair colors.

split dye hair. yes I'm a Gemini and everyone knows this sign have 2 sides, so I called it Gemini hair. bluish purple and magenta. 

anyway those pics are edited. because I love my readers and I want to reveal my face no makeup, I want to show you one pic of me, and it's unedited. so you guys can see how do I look. please don't say I'm ungrateful. I'm only human and I can't just be satisfy. 

do not judge okieee

silver hair. I freakin love this hair like this is amazing hair I want to have and mixed it with purple as ombre. would look amazing but I can't dye my hair atm. I hate it.. 

but one day I will dye my hair again! ONE DAY I WILL HAVE RAINBOW HAIR like Janine Intansari. she such an amazing hair influencer for me. 

24 and my mom asking me when I ready to getting married.

blogging is an addiction and it makes me want to blog again and again and today I have story I WANT TO SHARE. 

 such an asshole,
why? today I discuss with mom and she started to say things I hate, she controls me all of the time and makes me so angry.

after my dad's passed away,months ago, she became so strange and I dunno who's wrong in it. she became so stubborn and think all she does gonna be best. no, I don't hate her. I just hate her behavior.

she started to asking me a question about marriage. the thing I still avoid because I'm not ready yet and hey gurl, Just wanna have fun... (in a good way).

marriage is sacred. 

it happen once in a life. so she thinks it's easy to married to somebody.. somehow she thinks it's good age for me to getting married, there's still plenty things I think in my mind. let's sharing about what I worry about..

I am not ready to share my bed with anyone else

yes, I have a huge bed that I own myself. and can you imagine how it feels when you're not ready yet and you force yourself to marry someone just because a pressure from your family. would be strange enough. MARRYING SOMEBODY IS SOMETHING YOU SHOULDN'T PRETEND TO BE. so, I'm not ready to share my bed with stranger. if I would, in first morning I'll slap the face of my husband that I don't love.

Not ready to own kid(s)

I'm predicated as a good auntie for my nieces and nephews. but I'm not ready for my own. everytime I have discussions with my bestfriend Sandy, I told her I wanna adopt kids one day if I were rich from every country or continent. school them and make them to have mindset to helping and educate people so they gonna be best teachers for poor people (this is my dream for future). but doesn't mean I wouldn't have biological kid, I would like to have one when I am ready. 

plus being a mother is a tough. for me now,not interested to have one. because it's like my mind declining plus plenty of concerning in my mind.

don't want to inherit my ugly figure to my kid(s)

back when I was a kid, I felt grateful to have best cute face, but when I'm old and realizing beauty standards, I know I'm ugly between my friends. no, I don't hate my Asian roots but I want foreign husband to complete the best look. I'm okay to have Blasian,Wasian,or Marrying whoever that came from other country (foreign). if you say I'm a racist because I don't want to marry Indonesian, THEN YOU CAN TELL THE SAME TO PEOPLE PRACTICING BIRACIAL MARRIAGES. I have my reason why, my past wasn't good enough with my Indonesian ex, his family include and yes it's a culture in Indonesia family include and so KEPO with their son's gf. they treated me bad. so, it marks me trauma a lot. back to ugly figure I said, why I HATE IT? I just don't like how my eyes look and remember in the other entry I said I tricked my eyelids with tape? yes. I don't wan't inherit my eyes to my kid. it's personal problem in me.

Every guy I want to marry, always be disgusting in the end.

wtf, recently I checked my phone because I received a message from a guy and thinks I'm a ladyboy. what the hell he thinking about, I'm a girl and I'm on period atm. whatever you want to say that I am disgusting to say this, but in the end I just want to say this is. boys I want to be marry with always ended up with disgusting story, cheated, kepo family, trust issues, and the last.. some guys think I'm a lady boy because I have boyish face figure and could be reason why I wear tons of makeup and starting to edit my face. never believe with what you see on internet anyway. Go to my Instagram and see I have tons of photoshopped pics. photoshop is a good talent I learned other than nail arting.

fair enough,

I am not ready to getting married soon. I'm still having vulnerable side. these is...

I easily cry

I know building a family isn't easy as what you think and see in movies, they exaggerate things for entertainment. then, whats really happened? yep, I've seen my mom and dad struggle a lot about marriage problems and they more lot to show me bad past about family. yes, I am not born from best family but they're better. I have childhood trauma that makes me think marriage is something we should think a lot before doing it. everytime I think about marriage in my mind was I wouldn't passed it all. what if I had argue with my spouse? and all I could do just cry. I'm not somebody that can solve problems like easy. still overthinking and very very vulnerable.

okay lah,
that are.. I might blog about it randomly for reasons, one of it is, I want to clarify I won't getting married soon. I need more time and still want to be happy.

my favorite air dry nail polish collection

I am a nail art hoarder! yes. I owned and obsessed to have more and more of nail art stuffs. you might feel bore I am talking much about nail art, but before we started of course I want to update more about myself and my hair. I cut my hair and yes, I will make entry about it maybe tomorrow, and I will do my makeup and prepare photoshop for all things matter on my face. hehe.. 

I REPEAT, so you won't shock when you see me in general, I can't afford surgeries yet, so I photoshop my face. I was born cute but lately, after puberity hit me, I grew as a girl with multiple face problems. like yes, I hate my doublechin. I been to beauty clinic and paid a lot for remove it, it comes bigger again and PLASTIC SURGERY REALLY NEEDED TO REMOVE THIS FAT. 

also, my nose is wide and I have hooded eyes. I wish one day I have a chance to do multiple surgeries and be happier. because I'm tired to tricking my eyes to have eyelids with the eyelids tape. I have multiple types of eyelids tape anyway. but the comfortable one is the one that made of transparent fabric or maybe it's polyster?

talking about my new haircut, a friend who read my blog told me it was funny to read what I wrote about add your pubic hair as lashes. it's kinda dark dirty joke you can't blame. because I believe I made this blog not for children. 

okie... let's back to the topic now, as a nail art hoarder, you know right I owned tons of nail polishes that one day I will show you. because I want to make the entry as professional as I can be.

this time, I will show you about my favorite air-dry nail polish. nail polish is a needed for nailart, plus there's plenty type of nail polish. nowdays costumers more like to have their nails, polished with UV-gel because it's stronger and long lasting. but not many costumers asking me about normal nail polish that can easily wiped and removed with acetone. I cost the UV gel a bit expensive. 

Revlon

Revlons has something that makes me enjoy to shake it, I saw there's two balls in it, 

ahemmm..

the balls used for mixing and separating the chemicals inside of it.

Revlon is easy to apply with different types of polish. I have the Envy gel and the normal one which has nice viscosity not like the normal Revlon one I own, it's more watery

For the price, Envy Gel are Rp.70000/each and the normal Revlon polish kinda maybe Rp.50000/each.

Implora

here I have 3 boxes of it with variations of colors and types. the Red one, The Wonder one and The Nude one.

each of the box have nice and very cheap price with good quality, PLUS.. the opacity good enough for Rp.30000 each box. plus,remember the story about I stole my aunt's nail polish back when I was young? I gave her a box of Implora red. and she was so happy, hope she doesn't remember what I did. I was so young that time hahaha. and red nail polish was a great thing in my eyes.

Barry M

many of types I own here! but I don't wanna much explain because this product very simple, it's cruelty free and vegan, YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT COST? Rp.70000 and I have 9 of it. and I still want it more because it's amazing to own those. if you wondering how many nail polish I owned, I have more than 250 nail polishes (air dry) and more than 300 uv gel.

next time I will show you my studio if I reach lot of readers okay, I promise.

BEST CHEATERS EVER LIST.

I don't know what happened to my uterus,why I have period like twice this month. but whatever. it's not once happen to me. ah anyway.. 

 let's talking about love,
LOVE IS SOMETHING SACRED and never play with it. if you do, you will lose the trusts. Recently, I heard a news about famous person who Cheating on his wife, yes ADAM LEVINE. I repeat, ADAM LEVINE. I REPEAT AGAIN....

ADAM NOAH LEVIN. the vocalist of maron 5? anyway, not a fan but yea I'd admit that he has amazing voice and I liked a song called what lovers do. 

a woman,23,named Sumner, a rare name and I just heard the name after this controversy of cheating,why? because all around the world only knew he's a loyal to his wife Behati. back to Sumner story, she shared the prove of her and Adam's DMs. no any reason why she leaked her DMs and she needs to say sorry to Behati. I'M IN TEAM OF BEHATI. I've been cheated and I know how it feels. hurt like hell. 

I must keeping myself update on this news because, I don't want to be wrong to write something in my blog. and still need to be waiting for Adam's side. but, do you guys agree about my thoughts?

for me Adam isn't that good looking, but he has his famous,money in his wallet and good voice that make girls easy fall in love. do you think Sumner the ONLY FANS model just want to be famous or his money by leaking the chat list. she ruins the love of Behati and Adam. whatever her reasons, or Adam's reason to cheats his wife. still.. I HATE CHEATERS.

Adam isn't the one of Hollywood Famous person who cheat. there's many and I will list it for you so you know how hate I am to cheaters. but let's not talking about only in Hollywood area, I will list you of best cheaters ever.

Brangelina

 

everyone knows about he had affair when he was married to Jen during a movie MR & MRs Smith, then they divorced and sadly since that time drama started. Brad and Jen Mocked each other,news never stop talking about this. and the rumor says after Married to Angelina, Brad did the same as what he did to Jen. hahaha.. Karma is a bitch right?

As and Indonesian who follows the story of Brangelina story back when I was young, it was very interesting story and not a shocking thing a story repeated. Brad also known as a guy who copied style of his GF. you can search on google.

MY EX-BOYFRIEND

nope, I don't save any pic of him and never wanna do. I've deleted all the chats and I am still having anger about why it ended up with CHEATING? he needs to know, how hurt my feeling. he doesn't even good looking. but why I loved him? he had affair and slept with a girl in his country ON MY BIRTHDAY. now I hate my birthday date.

I think he slept with a prostitute. why? because how can he easily get one night stand with that girl? eww.. 

even he tried hard to apology, I never forget. and now his life even worse. and a scumbag.

any other story about cheating? comment down below and I will read all your comments guys :)

I'm addicted to photoshop!

anyway, during I make this entry. my mind is in anger situation and feeling cranky a lot! why? so my disgusting enemy came to the same salon as I did my nailart. yea, I owned a nail studio but helloo.. sometime I need to spoiled myself and go to the salon, if you think I WASTE THE MONEY A LOT FOR SPOILED MYSELF PLEASE GO LEAVE MY BLOG AND EAT SLICE OF PINEAPPLE PIZZA. once the salon make an updated of their instastory and what I SAW WAS THIS BIYATCH. now I am gonna find another salon near to my house or maybe I need to ask the owner do sacret rituals inside of it, because she's a demon. LOL. I just hate her thats why lot of hatred came from my mouth.

anyway I've learned a lot by myself how to practice Photoshop by myself from Youtube videos I watched. 

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*whispering* I made super big transformation and you will think I'm another person because in general I am just a piece of scumbag, TE-HE.

never believe of what you see on internet because nowdays we have filters and most of them too afraid to admit it. or they just people to praise them. yes, I started to Photoshopping myself since 2015 but I have beauty reason. why? 

because I can't afford and too afraid to do plastic surgery, I DON'T KNOW IF ONE DAY I CHANGE MY MIND. 

why photoshop? you can cover your hideous face with makeup right?

1. it is free to do everytime (mostly in spare of my time)

2. it is a talent not everyone can understand and appreciate

3. just want to look better and don't wanna lie 

I know not all of my pics look  better after photoshop, my camera is better and a mirrorless that has settings to make face look smoother and still. PHOTOSHOP NEEDED.

here's my creations. 

both are pics I took from my facebook and old pics, because now I rarely take pics of myself during breakout because of medication I struggle with.

this is before

this is after

what I did on this pic? I didn't change it a lot because I know I will shock people if I go out myself and they will think I'm different person. I photoshop myself to look better not to look like unrecognizable. I freshen a bit my face with adding lot of small changes. like hiding the blemishes,liquify and remove my beauty mark near my nose, changed my grey contacts with soft brown effect.

look how long my lashes after I put the PNG on. it can fly you with winks like making tornado. hahahha I'M JOKING. btw,do you agree long lashes better than long pubic hair or armpit hair? so shave your pubic hair and add it on your lashes. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. 

let's do the second pic!

back in 2017 or 2018, when Asian girls mostly did surgeries to make their face look triangle with unbelievable sharp jaws, I kept my jaw looks square in some pics. do not blame my Bataknese roots! it comes naturally and as what I said, I can't afford surgery yet.

this is after

I just make it slimmer and NEVER FORGET HOW I HATE MY WIDE NOSE. I make it slim and eyes wider with very light colored contacts. I used dodge tool to lighten the eye ring area.
in the second pic. I didn't remove my beautymark.

my mood changed now all of sudden, maybe because I hate that biyatch a lot that stole my area of salon I went to. 

but let's back to topic!

I KNOW, people gonna disagree about me getting more and more photoshop to hide unperfect side of me, but.. it's a choice I make, I don't want to lie about why I do this. I just wanna look beautiful and if I had a chance to get face surgery one thing I'll change is nose and eyelids because i have hooded eyes.

umm... want to say sorry to my kid(s) in future, they'll inherited my ugly face figure. maybe this is the reason I only date handsome guy? hahaha. no lah, I kidding. I date nice guys only.

what you guys think about my tiny transformation of pic I made from my photoshop skill. I know I must learn more of it.

anyway.. thank you for reading it ;)

Nailart hauls ( REMINDER! LOT OF PICS HERE)

anyway, I been waiting for this packages for days and NOW THEY'RE HERE! do not call me Bright if I am not show off. hahah LOL. well, I just want to show about the hauls after months of not spending my money for buying nailart stuffs. I know I know, my mom absolutely gonna scold me and yelling at me because I own lot of nailart stuffs.

 before you judge me like my mom did,
you must know I have an impulsive life about nails and I decided to share you guys what I bought for this month. I promise, I won't buy more this month and will update this blog with many stuffs I owned already, so no haul again this month!.

in the future I will be the queen of nailart and own my own salon,take unemployed people from the street, train them nicely and make more salons with the people I've trained. AMEN. at least I help people. 

 andddddddd..... without any further do,LET'S GO!

1st Package :

Charzieg - they said it's halal one, but I never believe there's gel for doing shalat (Muslim Prayer) except henna or you have period. 

 serial numbers I bought are :-A040,A001,A006,A056,A060. those color can you see below

source : Google. 

PLUS I HAVE 4 TOP COATS.

I have other 3 more of gels I bought, but I haven't open it yet.

some people don't know the difference between UV gel and airy dry polish,the gel is favorite. it's dry out under the UV-lamp or the sunlight. I made an experiment on the jar of glitter gel and thought it's gonna be okay under the sunlight for photograph view. and what I did ended up with me,making dry flake on surface of the nail gel but Thank God, it's not damage under all of it.

Diamonds glue, it's sticky enough and the viscosity nice enough and not watery, it's easy to apply the diamond glue on top of the nails. but tbh, I don't like how it smell.

can the company make it smells sweet like vanilla or fresh like an orange?

if I could remember, I have 4 or 5 cuticule nippers already and all gone. one of them away after my aunt came to my studio and thought it's a regular clipper, and I remember she puts it there, but days later it away. can't blame her anyway, maybe my carelessness. 

last thing inside of  the first package is... cuticule oil. this has amazing, such an aromatheraphy . it has very soft and makes you gonna calm yourself. I would like to give it to my costumer and apply it on the skin. I had some other scents but the Jasmine is my favorite one. keep your own skin moist with this oil after your medicure/pedicure or nailarting.

2nd Package :

not sure I'll finish it today, but I try my best to blog and post it before 21st of September. DEADLINE IS NEEDEDDDDDD!!! because my English limited and I try so hard to make all people can read what's in my mind and follow my daily life stories. oops, did I say daily? nah, please don't beg me for blogging everyday, because Blogging take time a lot and I do it in my spare time. it's one of my hobbies FYI.

so next, we will back to another package, this one I bought online too but this more like random stuffs like handgloves, stamps, stamp colorant, placart etc. 

I oftenly got orders and it took me times to interact with the UV lamp that would be dangerous if I daily put my hand inside it. so, to avoid bad thing would happen, I bought this. people who work in nail salon must have this too. plus,because I owned my studio of "press on nails" I must have it too.

the stample colorants! like I said, I bought this and I bought 5 out of 10. because I don't wanna waste more of money, its damn expensive and I don't wanna waste my money for more. I need more stuffs to pay, the bills shit. so, I pick Black,White,Blue,Yellow (I confuse when I opened it, it's orange) and Red. so it's easy for me to mix the color for all colors I want, Thank God I went to art class.

dippen dish is like a glass of wine, OK, ONE SHOT. lol. no, I don't drink alcohol, this one for my monomer. the liquid for 3d nailart. not master yet but I can make it better. and the other bottle next to it is debonder, it helps to rid of glue residue. helping me a lot if I have costumer that needs to cleanse the residue of glue that stick on the nails' surface.

Stample and the Placart, I need the snow vibes, appearently, the X-mas gonna be in soon! and the nature leaves one. but I confuse why there's cassava leaf there. it's not aesthetic. From leaves I seen, I like the maple one. it shape cute and my ex-husband Justin Bieber came from Canada. hahahahahahhahahaha what a dream. I am kidding, but funfact. I was a belieber back when I was in very young. but now he married to Hailey and people are obsessed with her shinny donut nails.

3rd Package :

psttttt.... another nail gels. hehehhe, this package, I only bought 2 series and it's Pink and Purple. plus I am making swatches of it below on the paper.

Shades of purples : I like the number 2, because it reflecting when you put shine on it, like the blings spark AB color, FYI, AB color means Aurora borealis color.

Shades of pink : I like number 5, it looks naturally pink and semi nude. match for your beauty yellow toned skin like I do have. it giving you healthy vibes of nails and the pink I don't really like is number 4. I know you will say i'm volor blind because there's white in it. but you can't judge me, judge the creator hehe. i'm just a buyer.

do you think I spent lot of money for it? hmmm... secret.