PS : I am sorry today I don't tell story about my sims 4 because I haven't play it for days. but I have plenty things to say about "The Sims". I can't promise when I will start to write about it. hope it going soon.
I might need to calm myself because this week everything happened! TOO MANY THINGS HAPPEN THIS WEEK.
but the one I thing make me surprise is ... my old housemate marry a famous person, I know him and his desire for being fame. I BELIEVE 101% HE WANTS TO BE FAMOUS ONLY. because I shared a house with this guy back when I was in uni. HE'S OBSESSED TO ME FAMOUS IN INDONESIA. Also he uses his student visa for work illegaly here. I know everything but.. I am sorry, cannot tell all things happened in past. I am going to telling you only some parts and I am not gonna tell the name,his nationality and some other, to avoiding my future from demand could happen to me if in future he or the wife get offended by the truth happened back in years ago when we share the house together (WE WERE NOT SLEEP IN SAME ROOM)
anyway, I hope he has long last marriage, not faking the love, because he told me plenty things that impossible to tell for someone that has no romantic interest,was confuse but maybe he just found I am a good listener. were we have romance? NO. but he's one of guys who think I am cool and friendly. let's say we were love-hate mate. no romance happened with me but of course by the way he annoyed me and try to looking for attentions made me thought I need to prank him. so.. I did.
once he back from uni (that time I already home first), because I know he used the student visa for working in Indonesia and try to fake the identity for free payment (he use his friend's insurance and caught faking it). I told him , let's call his name "Finn" as a initial. he's richer than me and has plenty famous people around him, I don't want ended up in jail of cause telling the truth. I understand for him "Money Talk"
Finn and I were like Tom and Jerry, so I was in living room doing my art homework then I heard door opened, and he walked inside.
"Finn, like hour ago like 2 or 3 men came to the house, I didn't let them come to the house, they said you and Cole (fake name) used student visas but illegaly work in Indonesia" he surprised and very very scared. insecurities came and saw him like very very afraid and back to his room and I heard phone conversation by phone, I knew he and Cole used their student visa to work illegaly, because they kinda try hard to get famous and lot of money by illegaly work. also for Indonesian, they look handsome and of course it's easy to get job as model or art stuffs lah. I don't really understand Finn's jobs other than became a student of a uni.
anyway, Finn told me too he went to a tv show which letting him getting Indonesian girl to date, he told me stories while I was doing my homework in living room. if you an art student, you will be a good listener while doing your art. it enjoyed me to hear sounds and any voices while I am doing my art or writing. Finn has been illegaly work here and told me if he also has plenty celebrities number.
in living room, he lays on the sofa but I sat on the floor and use the living room's table and I like to do any art homework there without feeling hollow.
"Agnezmo asking me brand X (this is an expensive and very rare bottle of mineral water which not easy to find in my town, 60/bottle)"
"how can you have contact of Agnezmo?"
"I am the (I don't know it still call promotor or whatever), and her riders is this X water"
"go to PVJ, I think it's available there, I never see any brand X in B market" I replied while I shading my art. he's the person which I can say. if he feel comfortable, he will tell everything out of his realization.
and he's very hard to work to be a famous person in Indonesia. and I really hope, he has long last one. not a gimmick and not hurting any heart of Indonesian girl(s).
many people told me that Finn had feeling to me and it was the cousin's of the house owner. she told me, whenever he saw me with homeworks, because I spent like 5-7 hours to do drawing and after that I still in living room for writing the non-arts homework
"Bright, I know he likes you, caught him many times acted watching TV but he looking at you, sometimes when you use earphone, he seems like he wants to talk to you" I say that bullshit. but it kept going and confused me, on his bday, he brought a cake of his bday and gave me like a lot but I just eat a slice, I don't really like cake of birtday, he share a VN (Voice Note he rexorded) about him moaning with a girl and whispering, but the sound like has background of Tom and Jerry epic music, other than reacted to him and a girl moaning during sex, I laugh because the Tom and Jerry opening or maybe closing music. I laughed hard but I stop and say
"why the volume of TV so loud?"
"I don't want neighbor hearing it.." then in minute I keep doing homework, TO BE HONEST, BACK WHEN I WAS IN UNI. MY HOMEWORKS ARE LIKE BLOODY LOT! sometime, I wished I can out of uni soon that time.
and the last thing make me feel uncomfortable of his behaviour because the more I listen to all his story the more I feel this guy want to have sex with me, he has weird behaviour of randomly giving something to my hand, like he gave me seeds for eat by taking my left hand and put it onto my hand,he almost doing that when I quite doing my homeworks. but once he gave me a condom and I saw like
"FUCK YOU FINN!" I yelled because my landlord's cousin saw he gave me something but didn't know what is that.
I hold it in my hand. and landlord came because the yell I told him
"what happened?" she asked "he annoyed me, I am doing my art" I said, but the landlord's cousin asking me
"what he gave you?" Finn still stood there and my eyes looking at him with super cynical sight, he smiled like happy to prank me.
"a bubblegum"
let's stop talking about Finn, he's married now but I know lot of his secrets. LOL.
in my life, if I ever watch a spoilers, I am feeling better because I hate jumpscares, I hate an explicit scene of mutilations or killing, and I am always be afraid to watch some gore videos online. I know nowday world is not okay. during the war of Palestine - Israel, I really hope people stop sharing the videos of death kids with gore situation. I mean, I know Instagram will automaticaly tell if it's disturbing pics or videos. BUT HEY... I BELIEVE THAT I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO THINK "Rules is an order", so I clicked the gory video that time about how the kid(s) have their bodies and organs showed. I couldn't cry but my heart so hurt. why should we have war in this planet?
sometimes, I am having many hatred anyway. but I never want to war anyone, because I am the typical of don't annoy me or I will stab you with my words, the best attack ever without punch people. back to the video I told you I clicked.
I am very afraid of horror and gory movies but of course I've seen some horror/gory movies for reasons and I want to tell you the review of them, as someone that hate horror/gory movies. I will rate NOW!!!
Rumah Dara / Macabre
(100/10)
spent my day with my girlfriends at Joice's house. there was me, Sandra,Ruth and the owner of the house and DVD. that time, that time I was in junior highschool. one of them told Joice to watch Rumah Dara, firstly.. the nama is Rumah Dara, it is different Darah means blood but Dara could be a mention of someone's name, could mean Virgin. I feel doubt to be honest.. why should I watch the "Virgin House" ? . asked to see the poster and see the woman name Shafeera Daanish whch I know for some role she played, she always be a protagonist person,cheerful and happy. but why the cover look like this? I asked Joice, when this movie release, she replied 2009. hmmm that time I might still in 5 grade and I feel doubt why they gave it like this?
the movie started, it was already gory and scary, because the beginning in the video is a woman taught the 3 of her kids how to kill, very psychopath mother!
it was a man who his head covered. in this story, it said the mother has like black magic who needs to kill people by trap them first, then executions by 3 of their kids, I forgot what the mother need from their organs. but also they sell the body organs illegaly, such a scary thing to know. this movie is super crazy, the gore they showed and how in 2009 they can create the illution so real. this movie is super scary for me. I give up to watch this again, but I would be okay if I watch the spoiler in Youtube and not going to watch the real movie with explicit way.
I don't want to be a spoiler. so watch it online, maybe there's some sites you can visit to watch this fully.
PS : lot of weapons and terrifying stuffs, like the saw machine and big machete. Anyway, I am very afraid of machine saw, so if I see the tree cut by the saw machine, I will begin to tremble.
The Machine Girl
(9/10)
I watched this in 2008 maybe? when it still the fresh movie, which has weird name. so.. I forgot if it was me or my bro who took this DVD from my uncle's DVDs store. and we (bro,also my dan and cousin) watched it and I think in forgot many actions I saw here. but let me share what I seen..
very gory! I can't tell you the scene list by the durations. anyway, lil bit spoiler about it.. it's the revenge of a girl because the brother killed by the gangster's son and full of blood and very real effects of gore.
*this girl has her hand cut by katana (if you don't know it is the samurai's sword) with one swing and all blood splashing like, how can this girl survive? the blood sooooo lot! and also it is not stop there.. the fingers eaten by the parents of the kid who killed her brother, i was sushi fingers, ewww...
*after surviving,the weird weapon machine attached to her left (?) hand. this machine like a very fast and I was confuse this machine can shooting with like 100 bullets in second. what a crazy fantasy created by Japanese. I believe many of Japanese has interest in gory. fuck. my low adrenaline made me easy fear of anything like this.
*the mother's wore bra machine and it has sharps and rolling like a blender. I am very afraid of that scene, cause the girl's boobs chopped? sliced? eww.... it was the mother's attempt of destroy the machine girl's boobs, have you ever seen destroyed boobs? no? go watch this movie.
*I don't know who this man is.. but in a scene he had his face stab by nails, the nails were so big and he hasn't die yet. I am confuse yet i am afraid.
*I don't know who's this lady but I believe she's having psycho mind, so the girl came to a house with husband and wife. the wife fry hand of the girl, I heard the scream of the girl while the hand fried on hot oil. this part also make another revenge, later on where the lady open the boiled broth, and see the head of her husband then while she bent her head into the pot of head's broth, the girl stab the wife with full of anger. THAT IS DISGUSTING!!!!
maybe there's still lot of actions and shows big injuries treatment of this sadistic movie I don't remember. happy watching and don't blame me about what you see later..
Qodrat
(9.8/10)
during Ruth graduation located in Festival Citylink or well known as Hotel Harris Ballroom.. anyway my graduation were online, so I never had any chance to feel the real graduation. so sad!
Ruth and Parents went to the ballroom and me,Sandra and Joice went to the upper floor, which same floor with the Ballroom,foodcourt and a cinema. Sandra paid us to watch, and there was a fresh movie called Qodrat, for me Qodrat means what the nature give or kismet. but i was wrong to spell it in whole life Qodrat is a name, but Kismet is Kodrat.
this movie 21+ I think because it very very scary and can cause trauma. btw, believe it or not..
2 days before I watch this movie, I had a dream about demon from a mountain that looks like black wolf or dog, yep.. nightmare. I woke up with fully confusion and felt unhappy in that day. but it was like deja vu when I see scene about the Demon which haunting Qodrat and try to killed him in plenty ways has figure as the wolf/dog in my dream. I was thinking about exorcism.
this movie filled with Muslim's background, and I heard the Quran Verse in beggining.
Qodrat give me vibes about how demons trying hard to destroy the belief of God, and Demons will give you what you want if, you giving something as payment. and I little bit learn about Muslim background and stuffs. scenes I remember that scare me to death! FULL OF JUMPSCARE.
the demon made hallucinate of the daughter of a lady which is played by Vino G Bastian's wife, and Qodrat is played by Vino G Bastian, he's the ustadz who haunted by the demon that haunting him and the Muslim Village get worse after some tragedies and all the field get worse and many of people die for several ways. I can't tell more about the religion,because I grew in Christianity.
scenes shocked me..
*Qodrat hung by the trance warden, the demon tried to kill Qodrat after years ago demon killed the kid while Qodrat try to exorcism the kid with Quran Verse. seems like demon have a high of revenge to Qodrat.
*in the household, there's a single mother who raised 2 of her kids, the teenage kid and the let's say her bro 10 year old kid with wheelchair after accident happened, which is killed the husband and father of 2. once the demon tried to make the teenage daughter to hurt herself with such a hallucination of her father back home to celebrate the birthday, the more she hallucinate to slice the cake,the more she felt hurt and in general she slice her own hand,
*the only daughter of a houshold stocks by parents after she acted weird, her feet locked in wood. neighbors are there to read verse of Quran but they get shocked after the girl slam her had to the wood in her feet. she slams it while laughing and full of blood. and ended up with she passed away.
Tusk
(6/10)
EMMM... let's skip it, I hate this movie so bad. after the ending his GF not even give any action of helping, she left him. I hate that girl. give it rate 8 because instead of having adrenaline for watching it, i felt sad. and started to think how cruel the world is.
The Forbidden door / Pintu Terlarang
(100000000/10)
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