answering questions from people (include 18+ questions and weird relationship advices)

(MY BLOG ISN'T DEDICATED FOR KIDS, IF YOU UNDER 18, PLEASE AWAY)

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I just listening to Sam Smith's song and just realized the body shop he meant is strip club,then I was thinking about why don't I make one unholy blog? hahaha lol. no lah, but in this blog, include 18+ Questions. so, keep your eyes watching.

it might sounds like Q&A. but I make it fun and full of stories I tell you so you will enjoy what I write. okay before you call me stupid for the blog title, you must know.. some of friends been told me I'm crazy because I open question bar on IG so I allowed people for asking me 18+ questions or giving me weird relationship advices. yes, I'm a crazy one. because I am not afraid to declarate of freedom of speech.

who influence you to make a blog?

many, I've read some bloggers blogs and they're pure amazing with how they write down their blog. firstly, I like Xiaxue,a Singaporean Blogger  and I've been followed her on Insta since 2015, she's a queen and I thank her because she taught me of freedom of speech. yes, we both kinda same, we love pink (she loves a lot),but I love other colors like Purple and Grey. one day. if I had a chance I would like to meet her. she influence me a lot of things. she taught me to photoshop too! I watched her on Guide to life and yes, after that at Uni, I learned more and more to photoshop. she has great skill on it! I want to blog like Xiaxue, but nope about consistantly having pink hair because now I'm locked to have black hair and all my family kinda hate me to have blond hair (last hair color I have was blond then my aunt decided to dye it as she wished I would have nice job). she's a professional,honest,awesome and cool blogger I know. if she reads my blog one day, I feel soooooooo happy. hope she okay with my crap English ability. 

Stella Lee, now she lives in Japan and I love her Gyaru style that famous on Internet. last update of her blog is in 2020 and I still read her past blog, she dyed her hair blond or not far from that like greyish blond or light blond and yes I always obsessed with people with colorful hair. she showed me how Japan culture (Anyway, I don't speak Japanese, umm.. maybe several words). and the photograph she shows on her blog very very cool! she's a beauty blogger with cool makeup of Japanese style. first time I saw her was on random searching about gyaru. but it doesn't appear on internet anymore? did she delete it or something? just checked her insta, she has brown hair now.

Lizzie Bee, she's a Gyaru Blogger from UK. her blog looks amazing with pink blog she owned, pink really match for gyaru and human barbie, as you guys know, I want to be human barbie a lot. so thats why i try hard to makeup or photoshop to make my face look dollish. Lizzie is one of my friend in Facebook, today I can't open her blog I dunno why. anyway, I met her on Facebook group. her pictures giving me such inspirations like making kawaii look. because she dressed cute like Hime Gyaru? yes,kind of. she wrote her own blog with her daily life review.

and many more I can't explain more.

why did you leave Youtube? you had adsense from it.

I been thru some issues I can't tell, and my dad passed away like months ago after 49 days of coma, before that, I need to took care of him and I lack my Youtube. now, I lost my adsense and maybe next time I will vlog again about nails, since my part time job is a nailartist. Pray the best for me okie guys :)

do you want to be famous?

yes, absolutely. I want to influence people a lot with my medias I owned, like Youtube,Blog,Tiktok or anything else. I don't want to do acting things or singing, because those aren't my talent. I would laugh if I see myself act or sing. I mean, duh.. this isn't my talent. 

are you gonna be a full time blogger?

I hope so if I had income from it, I would like to be a full blogger. but I'm gonna do other things in spare of my time, like nailart,bracelets,and anything make me as productive as I can be. 

what's your hidden talents?

I believe that I easily to influence people with what I did, why? since I was young, my neighbours even tried to copy my hair. yes I cut my hair super short and many of neighbours followed what I did, then years later I dyed my hair and bleached it every 3 weeks or so. they did the same, most of style they follow is my hair and I love being followed (Not stalked). sorry Lilo, your song of sick being followed isn't work for me. I like being followed and share influence to people.

also I have another talent, called savageness. don't dare me to do anything unexpectable. my mouth sharp enough to destroy your heart. it's pure talent as a Gemini.

who is Indonesian famous actor you have crush with? 

Dimas Beck, he's a cutie.

what is your real personality? I don't think you're a bad person, but why many of my your friends don't like you.

I know this is happening in my uni, yes. uni friends not really close to me, plus I get away and find things to avoid them to be closer. when I used to be in Uni, I wasn't happy. I didn't find my circle and I just feel my besties (from school) are awesome. many reasons I heard from the issues spreads, first.. I am stubborn, I hate many things and too open. since I told entire people I being compeletely honest of what I choose, they became stranger. I said it's ugly when it's ugly, i said it's cool when it's cool. no excuse for me for being "hypocrite" or make some hyperbola shits.

but I purely honest need to tell you, I am gonna stand up for marginal people, like beggars, LGBTQ, lack of education people, people with mental illnesses and many things. people are making stigma and I am very sad of that, other I fully act like a "nice girl" I'd rather to be myself and mind my own business. 

I believe everyone has good and bad sides. so, it's your own choice to hate or to love me. 

18+ Questions and weird Relationship advices

I more selective to the questions that people ask, because many of vulgarities and very dirty that I couldn't speak even I said I love freedom of speech. I still need to be wise and selective so people won't think I'm a whore.

How many relationship you've ever had?

3. some of people think I dated over than 5, but the truth in my life I dated 3 people (I'm not sure in future). yes, I'm talkative and I love to talk to people, no matter what gender they're. Dear Future Boyfriend, I hope one day YOU ARE NOT A BRAT who easily jealous. because I know who I belong to, I don't want to be controlled for having friends and I don't mind if you have girls as friends, JUST DON'T FUCKIN CHEATING ON ME. coz I hate cheaters.

would you like to date a girl? 

no, I'm straight.

how often you watching porn?

since last year, I don't watch I think. because I been busy with lot of things and I spent my time for working a lot,socialization and yes, I received many vulgar pics from an app for making friends and this is a digusting thing, why would I see a random people personal thing? but yea, back when I was young, I watch it a lot and was an addict. 

Have you ever date somebody who has a wife?

NO FREAKIN' WAY. I'm not a sugarbaby or cheater.

do girls have wet dream?

according to me, Yes. but we are not as often as guys do. as I remember I only had it like twice in whole of life. and what I was dreamed about was doing naughty things with some American soldier. HEHEHEHHEHEHEHE. what a dream.

do you have fetish? tell me!

I am not sure, but I experienced something bad when I was in 10 grade, a guy I knew online all of sudden asked me to send him a pic of my feet. and I sent, didn't know what he does but in the end he admitted he has fetish of people's feet and WTF. he enjoyed my feet? this is disgusting. and I will never sending anything weird to guys.

tell me what dirty guys chat you online? 

this question I got from an overseas friend after we talked about several things who towards to rude people. I received many many nasty things on internet, why don't I avoid? I do block damn dirty people. but I read what they wrote, most of them asking for seggs, asking for nudes, and some dirty words like "how much I should pay you for a night?" if you have a son, teach them how to not harrash a girl. it destroy my mental.

would you ever wear a bikinis?

I know it would be a controversy, I would like to if there's me in Bali beach. and of course I won't show it to people I know in general, strangers there don't care, won't  post on Instagram or facebook. because it is very taboo. plus my body figure not that nice as other girls do.

have you ever kissed a boy?

yes of course, it's common happen in a relationship.

BDSM?

no. I'm not into that. even I don't wanna watch BDSM porn, because it is scary.

Become a Prostitute or Pornstar?

none of them but if I must choose one, I would like to be a pornstar it's legal in some industries, they're professionally taught but for prostitute? they might have pimp and work underpressure or maybe they're victim of human traffic. who knows? But still, I am not gonna be both of them. I work my ass out as a Nailartist.

is there any questions you want me to answer? it's okay I'll be open and honest :)