I'm addicted to photoshop!

anyway, during I make this entry. my mind is in anger situation and feeling cranky a lot! why? so my disgusting enemy came to the same salon as I did my nailart. yea, I owned a nail studio but helloo.. sometime I need to spoiled myself and go to the salon, if you think I WASTE THE MONEY A LOT FOR SPOILED MYSELF PLEASE GO LEAVE MY BLOG AND EAT SLICE OF PINEAPPLE PIZZA. once the salon make an updated of their instastory and what I SAW WAS THIS BIYATCH. now I am gonna find another salon near to my house or maybe I need to ask the owner do sacret rituals inside of it, because she's a demon. LOL. I just hate her thats why lot of hatred came from my mouth.

anyway I've learned a lot by myself how to practice Photoshop by myself from Youtube videos I watched. 

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*whispering* I made super big transformation and you will think I'm another person because in general I am just a piece of scumbag, TE-HE.

never believe of what you see on internet because nowdays we have filters and most of them too afraid to admit it. or they just people to praise them. yes, I started to Photoshopping myself since 2015 but I have beauty reason. why? 

because I can't afford and too afraid to do plastic surgery, I DON'T KNOW IF ONE DAY I CHANGE MY MIND. 

why photoshop? you can cover your hideous face with makeup right?

1. it is free to do everytime (mostly in spare of my time)

2. it is a talent not everyone can understand and appreciate

3. just want to look better and don't wanna lie 

I know not all of my pics look  better after photoshop, my camera is better and a mirrorless that has settings to make face look smoother and still. PHOTOSHOP NEEDED.

here's my creations. 

both are pics I took from my facebook and old pics, because now I rarely take pics of myself during breakout because of medication I struggle with.

this is before

this is after

what I did on this pic? I didn't change it a lot because I know I will shock people if I go out myself and they will think I'm different person. I photoshop myself to look better not to look like unrecognizable. I freshen a bit my face with adding lot of small changes. like hiding the blemishes,liquify and remove my beauty mark near my nose, changed my grey contacts with soft brown effect.

look how long my lashes after I put the PNG on. it can fly you with winks like making tornado. hahahha I'M JOKING. btw,do you agree long lashes better than long pubic hair or armpit hair? so shave your pubic hair and add it on your lashes. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. 

let's do the second pic!

back in 2017 or 2018, when Asian girls mostly did surgeries to make their face look triangle with unbelievable sharp jaws, I kept my jaw looks square in some pics. do not blame my Bataknese roots! it comes naturally and as what I said, I can't afford surgery yet.

this is after

I just make it slimmer and NEVER FORGET HOW I HATE MY WIDE NOSE. I make it slim and eyes wider with very light colored contacts. I used dodge tool to lighten the eye ring area.
in the second pic. I didn't remove my beautymark.

my mood changed now all of sudden, maybe because I hate that biyatch a lot that stole my area of salon I went to. 

but let's back to topic!

I KNOW, people gonna disagree about me getting more and more photoshop to hide unperfect side of me, but.. it's a choice I make, I don't want to lie about why I do this. I just wanna look beautiful and if I had a chance to get face surgery one thing I'll change is nose and eyelids because i have hooded eyes.

umm... want to say sorry to my kid(s) in future, they'll inherited my ugly face figure. maybe this is the reason I only date handsome guy? hahaha. no lah, I kidding. I date nice guys only.

what you guys think about my tiny transformation of pic I made from my photoshop skill. I know I must learn more of it.

anyway.. thank you for reading it ;)