Wednesday, December 27, 2023

December dump stories!!!!! FUCK 2023.

 Been hospitalized for days after such a weird problem of dehydrations, you might guessing how I get dehydration problem. maybe almost 3 weeks, I felt I want to puke and vomiting. I don't even understand why I get that disease, for the bloodtesting, I am having negative of salmonella and typhus. 

days in hospital kinda made me feel so bored! why??? NO ONE ACCOMPANY ME, EXCEPT MY COUSIN I asked to come every noon, because I don't want to annoy her morning. huft!

now I am better and decide to blog, I really want to change my blogskin to be better but you know, I am always curious to handle something because only me that having nice vibes who show people I am having blogskin that making me look like an unstable teenager. but I have reason to did change a bit in future..

I want my kawaii style written on my blogskin. I have many of Kawaii blogskin I've seen, mostly are pink and flowerry. with let's say.. better quality of header but I really need to change the background with blings I have from sequin fabric I own. I hope it going better with bling sequin color as background or is it too much and I might gonna change it!   

anyway, 2023 almost done. and I still can't hold promise for being a stable for blogging, I mean some shits happened. plenty things happened. the broke up,bankrupt and many more hurted me already, now the time for me to raise and shineeeee...

everytime I read "raise and shine" I will immediately remember how Kylie sang for Stormi. 

well.. I think it's little bit of why I hate 2023 December. but I still going to blogging again soon. such a weird post but I just randomly write this to balance my mood. because at the moment I feel so fucking bored and trying things to raise my mood!!!!

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