Angel Have Pink Hair (?)

Sadly I'm just a mermaid in human form. Lol. 

recently on the Tiktok I listened to this word say "Angel Have Pink Hair" Yooooo.. I know I used to have pink magenta hair but.. NOW I WANT PURPLE 🟣. LIKE TARO PURPLE HAIR!!! 

I've tried many time to find the right purple but my heart goes to this kinda purple hair shades. 

Back when I was in my teenage era purple hair I adore was on Katy's purplish blue hair. First saw the MV of Wide Awake. It took my heart !!!! 

Sadly no cheap hair colorant I can buy with shade of hers. Only the shocking purple which I think resemblance with brinjal. Big no. 

As if you are forgot her hair.. This is her hair on the MV. 

This color brighten her up. I guess some of people Born with naturally blond have powers when they dyed their hair to be darker. Like Billie and Katy, both born with blond hair, dark bring them best look. 

Hmm.. 

At this moment my hair has purple in the ends and I think I want to take off the extension so I can dye my hair fully purple with such a soft pastel purple like this pic I found on Pinterest. 

Would be suit to my Douyin look I adore!! 

Dunno if it's wig or not.. 

This is color I hope could be on my head later! 

Hope my hair will be okay with crazy hair stuff I would done on my head! 

I AM PART OF HIS LIFE OR WHAT EH?

Yesterday I went to Jakarta for a job, I am doing makeup artist assistant job for filling my leisure. Went with team from Bandung to Jakarta. 

Without knowing whose family I will do the makeup. Because leader invited me to join and leader also don't know about my background. So it isn't planned that I took this job without knowing who the couple is.. 

Long story short, I arrived to the hotel and the room let's say number 1,where me and my makeup artist leader do the makeup for the family members of the couple who allegedly do the wedding on Saturday 16 of Nov. 

Firstly, 

Talked to the first lady I did her makeup and well.. Knew some information that she is related to my cousin as her high school friend. So I started to be quite and not talking much things to her in case that she'll tell my cousin things, such a small world that I didn't understand. 

While done the makeup, at room 2,across the room 1,which slightly I can see from room 1 it's a bit open so I can see through a bit there's another makeup artist who did the makeup. I haven't see the bride but in room 1 I see someone slept on the bed which I really curious like.. 

I was a spontaneous person at uni, now I need to be more behave to make people around me feel safe and comfortable to talk to me. Still, Bright Jeremiah is spontaneous person but she a bit behave now.. 

The guys sometimes awake and I worked with my face covered with mask to avoid my breath might reach clients' face which is uncomfortable. I don't say I have sting smelly breath. But breathing in front of someone's face who isn't close with us is weird yet disgusting. 

Slightly I look at the groom and thinking like MAY LONG LONG TIME AGO, I did something to him that made me sure he's having something with me in the past. But working made me focused to the clients. This guy tried to talk to me and of course could be because my face has vitiligo which make people easy to remember me even I covered my face with the mask, my forehead visibly shown the vitiligo. 

While I did the makeup of the Groom's sister (which I knew from her facial features that look similar to the Groom) , I asked many questions for make her enjoy and feel comfortable. But, 

Felt so strange for the Groom's act while I did the makeup. Feel sooooo weird and why I began to be asking close much things to his sister about the family's background. 

4 people done later after did the makeup completely, and I have leisure a bit to rest but the groom talked to me like he knew me but I didn't really care much. 

Until.. 

I saw the Bride, I don't know her at all.

and my mind started to thinking Damn, WHO IS THIS GUY? I am 100% sure we met before and I might made something to him. 

Speaking of love story, HE NEVER BE MY LOVE ONE. But.. 

After all curiosity and rememberance back like all of sudden after I went back home.. 

I found out

The Groom and I went to same university and we went to the same organization , different major but same year of the class of this organization. 

Years ago, 

I have my friend (same major) , let's name her Lottie, to save her name and misunderstood would happen for future. Lottie and I were close in the class of organization at uni. 

Once I feel so weird with the way of the guy, name him Jake. So I spontaneously and with so much joy always mumbling and annoying Lottie with some of love matching

"Aww love birds.. "

"Hey Mrs. Jack"  And many many love matching words for Lottie. I wasn't really care what happened behind my annoying jokes. 

UNTIL... 

I began to ask Lottie on WhatsApp because no chance to meet her even Lottie now still in Bandung, what was the name of the guy I match her without any reason because I was just such an annoying brat. She didn't mention his name . I hold Jack's name but didn't tell Lottie first the name because wasn't sure if it's the guy I was jokingly match with Lottie. Used to forget that moment for while during my lot of business on my brain  and short ability of remembering. 

Without mentioning his name, Lottie sent me picture of him and WELLLLLLL... Turned out She confessing about one THING I NEVER KNEW. 

After some joke match thing I did, BOTH BEGAN TO DATE secretly without me knowing it. FUCK. I AM A MATCH MAKER? LOL. 

So.. Valid, they both dated after the jokes and sadly from the relationship didn't work because of the family problem which I am sure it's from the groom . 

Now it make sense why the groom stare at me a while and talked to me like we've talked before. Well.. Everything now answered!!!! 

From the Joke to Dated and now Lottie and Jack separate then he married the bride. I am someone who made this love story and at the wedding day I CAME TO JACK'S WEDDING WITH CONNECTION AS MEMBER OF HELPER OF THE WEDDING (AS THE MAKEUP ARTIST FOR THE FAMILY) . 

GOSH...  Don't understand it but WHY THE FUCK IS THIS WORLD SO SMALL? 

Now it makes sense me and Jack awkwardly feel like we've meet before. I feel like now I am the part of his love life even me and him not close at all. 

Now I am guessing that he's thinking of how small is this world too after he remember me after the wedding.. 

WELL.. unbelievable!! 

Hey you Pretty lady~

Arghhhh!!!! 

I've been waiting for many many days for this thing happen! 

Weeks of waiting and here we goes.. My new motorcycle is here.. 

After year plus, I neglect it at garage and decided to use sort of kinda Uber, huft.. Say no more to Uber! 

Hello Pixie, if you wondering who pixie is, it's my motorcycle name, she's been in my life since 2011 for good reason I lend it to my dad and now my dad passed away and well.. Also sold my black motorcycle so, Pixie is absolutely mine now!!! 

Years of owning it, thru all conditions, weather and some of mechanical problem. I think to not going to buy another new because of the memory I see on Pixie.. First matic motorcycle I chose its color because I fuckin love the purple and pink. Look so girlyyyyy~

Anyway, This is Pixie before... 

Ugly, rotten and super damaged after several times my dad had incidents, please do not misunderstood about it. My dad passed away not because incident he had. He had stroke. 

Pixie was the motorcycle I choose when my mom decided to buy one after the black, the black was non matic and used by my cousin to went to university back in years ago so.. I shared bike with my dad. 

During process, the rainy season so annoying! It raining all the time, I hate it after the repair man always giving promise it'll be done soon but sun not even giving support for painting time to be finish sooner. Fuck. I hate rain so bad since I am older, back in my childhood, rain was a free playground for me until my mother scold me badly for having all my body wet by play under the rain. 

Back to Pixie, 

It visibly she needs so much make over from the machine to the color. I don't want the white only just going to be the white.. So I asked repairman to create some effect of pinkish violet color as silk coat on the white base. If I am not wrong it called Lembayung color. As an example you can see this below example from Google 

Lembayung is name of its color between the purple and magenta which still translated to be "Purple" And include to the category of purple. 

Some of rotten parts also fixed, good job repairman! 

This is the bone of Pixie when body parts taken to be fixed. Surprised because it makes pixie look more smaller than what actually she look. 

Have you seen a naked motorcycle? So this is it.. 

Pixie also has it foam wide open after year of neglected in garage so it need to be fix also. Everything fixed !!! 

Pixie's parts during some of re-color. Needs some time for it to have best result with some chemicals I don't know what those are. Only the repairman understand it. 

Below, I show you the colorant.. 

Looks like pearly purple right? But when it's applied this is going to look white as the dominant / base color and extra coat of this silk purple

Look at those shineeeee. Make your eyes blind or not? 

Well Imma give you part 2 as the result of pixie's makeover !!! 

is this Jeffree Star?

At this moment during my leisure as this time is the cloud is spitting and my curiousity of learning more about photoshop. I mean I've use it since years ago for small edit but.. 

I want to be someone who photoshop my pics till some people hate me and accusing of catfishing. LOL. 

But now I have my 2023 photoshop with me installed, while it started to be running.. 

I always feel if I see Jeffree star on my monitor.. 

Am I the only one or at the moment I just being delusional about Jeffree actually see me from the other place,Spy me from an away place. 

But look at this nowww... 

LOOK NOW.. Those two eyes looking at me. Those skinny and long hands appear like it's actually Jeffree in disguise!!! 

loss it loop

Week ago I had my tooth taken during impaction problem where the tooth (wisdom tooth) grew so bad. Got this stitched and recently I ate food then felt like my tongue feel something hanging.. 

Then while I am curious and pull the hanging one I thought it's meat slip in my gap of teeth. I feel it's like something hanging and attach to the gum. Later seen it and omg! 

The stitch loss it loop and I need to wait for 3 days to get it away from my gum. Well.. I need to he more patient

This is how it look. The black colored wire

Not that painful just feel annoyed tbh :/

WHERE YOU SPENT ALL YOUR MONEY?

SKINCARE and MAKEUP.

yes, If I were lost in an island without any internet connection I probably going to makeup-ing the chimpanzees. like my wish on The Sims 2 Castaway for PS2, my un-satisfied mind were complaining a lot for the fruits that taken couldn't be makeup. I mean, Blackberry can be use for blush and lipstick.

Citrus can be use for skincares and helps black armpits lighter. and many more I hope I can do when I played the Sims Castaway. and well I finished it! AND EVERY ISLAND HAS DIFFERENCES.

back when I was young and bro owned PS2, I bought The Sims CDs , from Castaway to the Bustin Out.
I know I am not an expert gamer, but I play many games, which into Simulation games. 

as a The sims enthusiast, I can telling you the all PS 2 sims I've played before

The Sims 2

(pic : Google)

First time I played this Sims, I was in a place like net cafe but it's called rental PS, paid 2k rupiah/hour or maybe 20 cents or an hour. this game was the favorite for many of friends I met at the PS rental station. I could spending 5 hours just for this game.

this game has 2 mode of living, where we can only play and stay in same lot or can changing location by different modes. from the mode which can move,from what I remember there's a households where we can stay and join together : the Yacth with a rich couple, the labs of Aliens,not a surprise about Alien in the Sims, because Aliens exist only in the US. and many households with different vibes. and many more!

for personal mode (non moving mode) you can build the house as you can wish but beside of your TVs screen there's the meter of fire I think, the more the building build with many furniture the high risk of the house having fire problem.

so far, this game cannot having kid and all players are young-adult.

Love : This Game can collect the fishes inside the aquarium by pet them inside the aquarium, feed them reguraly and 

Hate : cannot have kid(s),limited way of building the house, I don't really like to building with console stick.

The Sims 2 : Castaway

this game scenario started from some people in yacht to vacation somewhere, during their happy time, a big wave came and made them lost in the unknown Island without any human, only animal (Chimpanzees) ,the sim you played going to learn how to create nature stuffs, eat berries,babanas,citrus and spears the fishes.

this sims must follow the rules to escape from first island and build something to connect it to other Island, like collecting vines,ropes,and the funny was chicken fur, I mean how? you build the bridge with chicken fur? 

it has 3 Islands to explore, and my favorite was the Volcano one. 

the temple so cool! You must Play this GAME! I know this is an old game but this is cool!

Love : Every Island has different vibes to explore and many unexpected directions to enter new places.

Hate : I hate the Babi Hutan (Boar) that destroy the house I built, I hope I can eat the boar and roast it.

The Sims Bustin Out

Bustin out is the one that I just realized recently that I had incest character, WHERE MIMI AND DUDLEY (I had crush with Dudley!!!) , Dudley is the character that took my heart as a 13 YO kid. had a cool messy style with the beanie. Mimi (my character) tried to have kid, but... he always say no, I feel like something is wrong with the game. later, I found out that MIMI AND DUDLEY ARE SIBLINGS. SWEET HOME ALABAMA... 

Love : this game can played in normal sims, like create the character, even create the kids (not infant, I never know how to make sims pregnant there)

Hate : saving all the time, my memory console always full because of this game always automatically saving your journey when you move to other's place(s).

The Sims 2 : Pets

THIS IS THE LAST AND THE FAVORITE I EVER PLAY, since I was young, I want to have puppies and you KNOW MY DREAM COME TRUEEEE by this sims pet,
During my childhood, I played this for hours and breed the puppies, I want to be Paris Hilton, who owns many of dogs and puppies. if I could play this again, I would name my puppies a very very cute and charming name : Ruby,Jasmine and Goddard, the Jimmy Neutron's dog.

you can visit park for many things like shopping,haircut,adopt and play with anothe pets. 

pets available here are Cat and Dogs, but I am not a cat person, so I always breed the dogs and living in happy house with the dogs.

Love : can have many dogs

Hate : I hate cleaning the house when they pee everywhere

that's it.

The Sims for PS2 I played, I might never play the URBZ, would like to try one day, and many more in the PS3-PS5 I haven't play that. if PLAYSTASION COMPANY WANT TO SEND ME ONE OF THE PS3-PS5 I would happily to review the Sims on PS.

is there anything you want to know more about my The Sims experience for PS? free to ask :)

Great device brings you greay pictures

 for many years of loving the Androids and never fall in love to another (except one day I find another phone is cooler). I am a sincere Androids owner and love my android phones.

before the Android Fame, I used to use Nokia and Blackberry back in 2011 where all the people shared their own PIN Randomly to get more friends,
TBH.. I miss Blackberry Messenger Era and when I was younger because I was so fame on Blackberry messanger, I mean 100+ people around the world in my private contacts. the era of blackberry phones were the Era of Bieber Fever, and teenagers that time  mostly girls with high insanity of loving Biebers and Purple, include me, and STARTED TO WRITE AND HALLUCINATE SHITS ABOUT I WILL MEET HIM AND GET MARRIED TOMORROW.

now?

he's richer and world know him as a handsome singer BUT ME STILL HERE, as a normal person who write her own blog still with less than 6 fingers. my typing shit in my laptop so bad and slow, and that's reason I love my phone to type. I type fast in phone.

instead of doing some of the things like blogging,social media and many things..

I love to create art in my phone, and it include the pictures it capture.

now I am holding my newest phone from Infinix, which called Infinix Note 40 Pro with 108mp general camera and 32mp front camera. I thought this is for gaming only, but..

it is amazing for the capturing Value, with great design of phone case and this is amazing where this phone also wireless charging but also has type C system of charging. this double things make me more feel lucky to buy this one. so..

I know you guys want to see what I captured, okay here's the main camera because front cam is something I avoid, because, I hate to see unedited pics of me, so, other than faking the pic quality I'd rather to show you pictures I capture from the main camera.

here it is!!!

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hahaha sorry I kidding.

These are random pics I captured while I hold my new phone with 108MP MAIN CAMERA. HAHAHAHA... 

it is cool sensation when you can capture great pixels of phone by only under $300 phone. you must have it! and see the cool sensation of having the smartest camera.

it'll alarm itself when the camera dirty, so you need to HAH HAH on the top of camera and wipe the cam. must be something you absolutely once ever try in your life to breathe out to the cam of your phone, such a crazy BUT REAL thing!

what you guys think? should I do more photograph or I must end the journey here? hahaa no lah.

I'll keep doing the art and stuffs till I die as an artist. Amen.