is this Jeffree Star?

At this moment during my leisure as this time is the cloud is spitting and my curiousity of learning more about photoshop. I mean I've use it since years ago for small edit but.. 

I want to be someone who photoshop my pics till some people hate me and accusing of catfishing. LOL. 

But now I have my 2023 photoshop with me installed, while it started to be running.. 

I always feel if I see Jeffree star on my monitor.. 

Am I the only one or at the moment I just being delusional about Jeffree actually see me from the other place,Spy me from an away place. 

But look at this nowww... 

LOOK NOW.. Those two eyes looking at me. Those skinny and long hands appear like it's actually Jeffree in disguise!!! 

loss it loop

Week ago I had my tooth taken during impaction problem where the tooth (wisdom tooth) grew so bad. Got this stitched and recently I ate food then felt like my tongue feel something hanging.. 

Then while I am curious and pull the hanging one I thought it's meat slip in my gap of teeth. I feel it's like something hanging and attach to the gum. Later seen it and omg! 

The stitch loss it loop and I need to wait for 3 days to get it away from my gum. Well.. I need to he more patient

This is how it look. The black colored wire

Not that painful just feel annoyed tbh :/

WHERE YOU SPENT ALL YOUR MONEY?

SKINCARE and MAKEUP.

yes, If I were lost in an island without any internet connection I probably going to makeup-ing the chimpanzees. like my wish on The Sims 2 Castaway for PS2, my un-satisfied mind were complaining a lot for the fruits that taken couldn't be makeup. I mean, Blackberry can be use for blush and lipstick.

Citrus can be use for skincares and helps black armpits lighter. and many more I hope I can do when I played the Sims Castaway. and well I finished it! AND EVERY ISLAND HAS DIFFERENCES.

back when I was young and bro owned PS2, I bought The Sims CDs , from Castaway to the Bustin Out.
I know I am not an expert gamer, but I play many games, which into Simulation games. 

as a The sims enthusiast, I can telling you the all PS 2 sims I've played before

The Sims 2

(pic : Google)

First time I played this Sims, I was in a place like net cafe but it's called rental PS, paid 2k rupiah/hour or maybe 20 cents or an hour. this game was the favorite for many of friends I met at the PS rental station. I could spending 5 hours just for this game.

this game has 2 mode of living, where we can only play and stay in same lot or can changing location by different modes. from the mode which can move,from what I remember there's a households where we can stay and join together : the Yacth with a rich couple, the labs of Aliens,not a surprise about Alien in the Sims, because Aliens exist only in the US. and many households with different vibes. and many more!

for personal mode (non moving mode) you can build the house as you can wish but beside of your TVs screen there's the meter of fire I think, the more the building build with many furniture the high risk of the house having fire problem.

so far, this game cannot having kid and all players are young-adult.

Love : This Game can collect the fishes inside the aquarium by pet them inside the aquarium, feed them reguraly and 

Hate : cannot have kid(s),limited way of building the house, I don't really like to building with console stick.

The Sims 2 : Castaway

this game scenario started from some people in yacht to vacation somewhere, during their happy time, a big wave came and made them lost in the unknown Island without any human, only animal (Chimpanzees) ,the sim you played going to learn how to create nature stuffs, eat berries,babanas,citrus and spears the fishes.

this sims must follow the rules to escape from first island and build something to connect it to other Island, like collecting vines,ropes,and the funny was chicken fur, I mean how? you build the bridge with chicken fur? 

it has 3 Islands to explore, and my favorite was the Volcano one. 

the temple so cool! You must Play this GAME! I know this is an old game but this is cool!

Love : Every Island has different vibes to explore and many unexpected directions to enter new places.

Hate : I hate the Babi Hutan (Boar) that destroy the house I built, I hope I can eat the boar and roast it.

The Sims Bustin Out

Bustin out is the one that I just realized recently that I had incest character, WHERE MIMI AND DUDLEY (I had crush with Dudley!!!) , Dudley is the character that took my heart as a 13 YO kid. had a cool messy style with the beanie. Mimi (my character) tried to have kid, but... he always say no, I feel like something is wrong with the game. later, I found out that MIMI AND DUDLEY ARE SIBLINGS. SWEET HOME ALABAMA... 

Love : this game can played in normal sims, like create the character, even create the kids (not infant, I never know how to make sims pregnant there)

Hate : saving all the time, my memory console always full because of this game always automatically saving your journey when you move to other's place(s).

The Sims 2 : Pets

THIS IS THE LAST AND THE FAVORITE I EVER PLAY, since I was young, I want to have puppies and you KNOW MY DREAM COME TRUEEEE by this sims pet,
During my childhood, I played this for hours and breed the puppies, I want to be Paris Hilton, who owns many of dogs and puppies. if I could play this again, I would name my puppies a very very cute and charming name : Ruby,Jasmine and Goddard, the Jimmy Neutron's dog.

you can visit park for many things like shopping,haircut,adopt and play with anothe pets. 

pets available here are Cat and Dogs, but I am not a cat person, so I always breed the dogs and living in happy house with the dogs.

Love : can have many dogs

Hate : I hate cleaning the house when they pee everywhere

that's it.

The Sims for PS2 I played, I might never play the URBZ, would like to try one day, and many more in the PS3-PS5 I haven't play that. if PLAYSTASION COMPANY WANT TO SEND ME ONE OF THE PS3-PS5 I would happily to review the Sims on PS.

is there anything you want to know more about my The Sims experience for PS? free to ask :)

Great device brings you greay pictures

 for many years of loving the Androids and never fall in love to another (except one day I find another phone is cooler). I am a sincere Androids owner and love my android phones.

before the Android Fame, I used to use Nokia and Blackberry back in 2011 where all the people shared their own PIN Randomly to get more friends,
TBH.. I miss Blackberry Messenger Era and when I was younger because I was so fame on Blackberry messanger, I mean 100+ people around the world in my private contacts. the era of blackberry phones were the Era of Bieber Fever, and teenagers that time  mostly girls with high insanity of loving Biebers and Purple, include me, and STARTED TO WRITE AND HALLUCINATE SHITS ABOUT I WILL MEET HIM AND GET MARRIED TOMORROW.

now?

he's richer and world know him as a handsome singer BUT ME STILL HERE, as a normal person who write her own blog still with less than 6 fingers. my typing shit in my laptop so bad and slow, and that's reason I love my phone to type. I type fast in phone.

instead of doing some of the things like blogging,social media and many things..

I love to create art in my phone, and it include the pictures it capture.

now I am holding my newest phone from Infinix, which called Infinix Note 40 Pro with 108mp general camera and 32mp front camera. I thought this is for gaming only, but..

it is amazing for the capturing Value, with great design of phone case and this is amazing where this phone also wireless charging but also has type C system of charging. this double things make me more feel lucky to buy this one. so..

I know you guys want to see what I captured, okay here's the main camera because front cam is something I avoid, because, I hate to see unedited pics of me, so, other than faking the pic quality I'd rather to show you pictures I capture from the main camera.

here it is!!!

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hahaha sorry I kidding.

These are random pics I captured while I hold my new phone with 108MP MAIN CAMERA. HAHAHAHA... 

it is cool sensation when you can capture great pixels of phone by only under $300 phone. you must have it! and see the cool sensation of having the smartest camera.

it'll alarm itself when the camera dirty, so you need to HAH HAH on the top of camera and wipe the cam. must be something you absolutely once ever try in your life to breathe out to the cam of your phone, such a crazy BUT REAL thing!

what you guys think? should I do more photograph or I must end the journey here? hahaa no lah.

I'll keep doing the art and stuffs till I die as an artist. Amen.

Foundations I love in this world!

 if you think I will try and capture one by one pic of those foundations, NOOOOOO....

tiring me a lot, plus my face could irritate for many times of remove the foundation on my face, so Please just making me reviewing me these instead of proof of the pictures, because I couldn't do that. That's tiring me!

Anyway,

I might been away for moment and here I am! Not dying or dissappear in Madagascar kidnapped by King Julien. Many of people wish for me to show my real skin no foundation and here it is!

Wiped it before capture the picture hehe :3

Little background of the foundation, I use foundations for years already and at age 13 I have my own. Because at age 4,they did makeup on me for special occasion so it's not count as the time of me start to use my own makeup. But yes,they did makeup for special occasions and when I was a kid. I was a pretty kid.. 

This is the fact,disagree? Fuck you. 

For many times changing my foundations,here nice and best lists of your makeup base . Most of these are new ♡

I am not sure if your country has this brands,don't blame me!

Barenbliss 2 in 1 (Foundation and Concealer)

Bought this moment ago at Tiktok and feeling so happy now I don't really need to think hard for owning concealer. Because 2 in 1 can help me to get the foundation and the concealer.

Why do I need concealer?

Well I need it to cover the blemishes.

Pro : easy to bring anywhere I want

Contra : Concealer amount too small, make it balance please!

8.0/10

Left : Foundatioon Right : Concealer

Mother Of Pearl

A Gemini always knows how to create amazing things as this brand. MOP or we could call it Mother Of Pearl! Bought this with travel size!

My first love caught by this foundation,wheb I tried this foundation without any base, THIS IS AWESOME AND LOVE HOW IT STAYS ON MY FACE.  Once at the store I told I couldn't afford it but the travel size is awesome!!!! Awesome  ane Awesome!

Inside of this package are 4! Primer,Foundation,Concealer and SUPER GOOD LOOSE POWDER. I adore the loose powder so much!

Quite cute for a RP. 3××.××× 

11/10

Ultima II

So bought this one because I think I need to have this one for my clients. I BELIEVE THIS FOUNDATION GONNA HELP MY CARRIER RAISED. 

I haven't try it yet so I can't value thjs ♡ 

I promise you I will Room tour when it's done ♡

Hello.. at the moment I am waiting for first layer of this wall dry with the spinning fan to make it faster drying. Because when you apply in semi wet or wet walls for second layers, it'll totally ruin the whole paint. So, I make sure dor first layer to perfectly dry, apply it again and tidy up the lines with sort of paper tape that satisfy a lot when you take it off the wall after the lining section.

Why don't you pay someone to paint it?

First of all, I can do it. 

Second, I am not as rich as you think.

Third, I saving up my money for makeup and beauty purpose, plus sometimes I need like nailart equipments,yes I own small nail studio. You are welcome to visit and do the nail treatments.

Anyway, 

I KNOW. I will judged by my mom because I pick such a childish color. But i want this room have like the magical effect. I mean,the colors remind me of Odette or Rapunzel Barbie which colorize my childhood in early 2000s, I watched so many of Barbie was aired on Indosiar every weekend and Iove the pastel so bad!!!

So I promise you guys when the renovation done. I WILL POST EVERYTHING I CAN POST.

Please do not think I neglect my blog anymore after many times of lack to blog. Yes I am busy with renovate my studio and my room so I make people come here feel comfortable so bad ♡

See you soon!

We are no longer friends..

The more I older,the more I need to reduce the people from my life for the difference view. Now I realize I don't need to make another people happy and I become the one that hurted for make them happy.

So,

I had an ex friend, for the first time I feel like she needs friend but later on for the new friend she left me and well time to grow up and think about myself. 

I don't want write her name on this site but I will telling you I've been seeing worst things around her but I am always kept my mouth shut. But today I have myself disappointed and very very sad because she done something that hurt me a lot when I need support system she gave me worst result I'd rather never tell anything about my feeling now.

Started for me to chat her for my feeling on having my mom as someone that make me feel like I am in hell. I wish I never have something I have now. Because mentally, I am disturbed and I need someone to HEAR ME. NOT ADVICING ME. I just need a listener but ended up she replied some shits that hurting my feeling and it is the beginning of I won't come to her anymore.

Because I think she just wasting my time and making me hate people more.

SHE HAS BEHAVIOR THAT she will away when she find a boyfriend and keep herself busy with her boyfriend.  Once, I went to a mall with her and I didn't know that time she and the boyfriend were having problem and he came to pick her. SHE ASKED ME GO HOME WITH MOTORCYCLE MYSELF. From the first she said need company to go to the mall. And THIS MALL WAS SO FAR AWAY FROM MY HOUSE.

She always glorified her boyfriend(s) and will forget about me,but when they left, she will crazily ask anyone to hate her ex and she definitely will ask me to block the ex. When I am never having problem with her ex. Like she's only thinking about boyfriend and obsessed with them. She will forget me instantly but she will beg to cry for someone who treat her like shit.

Well.. I am no longer friend with this person. Because instead of getting peace in my heart,I am started to think she needs me when she break up with someone. 

Now I am brave enough to push people away from my life and make new friends. I am open for good people, please don't make me as someone you think I can only be you friend when you have bad feelings only.